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Well, how swift time can pass by this very last week. It's another Friday nite where I am enjoying the time quite much. Thinking back the past weekdays, I feel that I have not really done anything which is meaningful except for the PJ Amali. Most of the time I had no class, no lecture and too many free time. With this, I am actually gonna say bye bye to the month of September 2011. So, let's all sing Wake Me Up When September Ends. At least I had badminton these few days with Mei Ling n Ning Ning. Which we seldom have since the last holiday.


Oh well, to the coming week ahead now. I really couldn't feel the business ahead. Just some normal presentation n stuff ahead. Lol. Oh my. Time oh time. As time goes by, my money also goes missing. The more I stay in KK, the more money I spend. Hahaha..come on. Anyway, let's put out our long arms and welcome the month of October!! It's finally my month of the year once again.. Wow wow wow...this year is gonna be a different sce…

Wake Me Up When September Ends

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25th of September seems like a normal date to the most of us in this World. Yet if we actually think further a bit, we realize that it's 3 months to the birth of Jesus Christ which is Christmas Day! Well, how important can that day be to all of us. So, how is our preparation for that day going on by now? Ask yourself. Think hard and thoroughly. 


I love the month December really really much as it's the busiest month in the year where do all sorts activities concerning Christmas. Christmas Caroling, Christmas Songs, Christmas Parties and Christmas Gatherings with friends. Nice, nice, nice. I just can't wait for that month to come. The happy times will be coming through really really soon. So, all in all, Wake Me Up When September Ends!^^

Feelings After Cell Group

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I just came back from a church cell group and there is this one question which make me thought for some time and in a few moments a bunch of other questions started to appear. What would I achieved in 10 years time? Well, the first thing which appeared in my mind was to have got married and have some kids already by that time. But then, how can I be successful in achieving that target in 10 years time? Is that all I wanted all along? Is this the meaning of life which I have been searching for all these years?


What are the things I need to be able to have a wife and children? Maybe car or maybe even house. The car thing just make me feel more and more headache nowadays. I am really quite desperate to own a car as I am getting very fed up of walking up and down the small mountain to and fro the classroom everyday while looking at others who own a motorbike or car. They can just go and fro to everywhere as they want. How nice. But I will never forget the petrol and maintenance issue. Th…

Oh My Life!

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It has been a long time since I last do this but I would never forget the process forever. The way one's life change in 3 years is not as big as one might thought it would be. It's just not as easy as one has always predicted it. 



Many paths along the road. Some right some wrong but however wrong it may be, I am grateful that I am still alive until now. Who knows what could actually happen the next second I am away from here.



Sometimes I really don't know who to express to except my blog. So, I think that actually this is my loyal companion. It won't betray me or do anything which hurt me. This is life. 



Life is like a roller coasters. There are just too many ups and downs nowadays which human can't defend against them. Human can be happy now but in just a few seconds later, things can change so rapidly that before you realize it, everything is too late already. 




Once you make a mistake or fall into a trap, it's just so hard to be accepted into the society again. P…

Mark My Words!

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Feeling more and more tired as days goes by. Doing all the things in the darkness alone. What others said is like a direct opposite from the truth. No specific directions, once again. The way to continue is so dull. Life, life, life.



Things come and go just like the wind blowing through oneself. The thing in ones mind is just so hard to guess. Hiding shall always be the best solution. Oh really?



No idea what to do next. No nonsense from now on. A friend like a phone ringer is never a good choice. Rather choose to be a stranger than nothing else. Rush for the sake of what.



It's like deja vu again. Something which has been happening  before and it's a trauma since God knows when. Never repeat the same mistake. What to do. Just leave soundly and leave no footstep behind. 

Good luck to you in the near future and before I find the nice and suitable timing, I will never turn my head right in again! Mark my words.

The Eden Camp(15-17/9/11)

Just came back from The Eden Camp(15-17/9/11)..haha..a 3 days 2 nights camp.. Lol...I actually got to know lots of things through this marvellous camp. I discovered that sometimes I don't even know who I am really are. What am I doing in this world? Why am I repeating the same thing all over again? How come a life can be like this. And many more. 
Now to the life game. I was given the minister post which in the eyes of many a very very rich guy. Lol. Yeah, I did have lots of money. I have all kinds of properties like house, car, wife and I can afford to pay for all the taxes and fees. Yet I feel like my life is just so meaningless. I don't need to work and all I need to do is just to have fun. Play play play...tat's all I need to do to pass my time. The place I most often went was the casino..which in some eyes are illegal. 
Well, I was quite bored with my life and I was playing safe all the time. But in the end I discover that we are really weak and we just can't run …

Assignments and Feelings

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Today let's touch more on assignments. Yeah, I know most of us or majority of us don't really like assignments. But can we imagine life here without the accompany of them? We will be living in the surrounding of all kinds of assessments, quizzes and most hated of all exams all the time. Is this how we want to be graded? Think about this. Life isn't all just about tests. We should live it the other way round. Tell me how you feel after you have done your assignments. Your life is back and you are free. So let's enjoy them while doing them and don't always complain too much about them. It's not the end of the world.


Now to the second part. A song to share with you all. Crazy In Love. " I don't dare to ask yet always think of asking whether what kind of man is hidden in your heart. I don't dare to guess yet always think of guessing. Can time be turned back? I know I am not perfect enough cause whatever you gave me was not enough. I don't switch o…

Foods and Bits From Somewhere

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40 days here and en-counting. It just won't end at first but after realizing the fact that it's actually week 13, some actually couldn't believe the fact that time runs so fast. We are catching it all the time. Time for assignments, for leisure, for studies and etc. Life has been destined to be like this since the day we are brought to this world. Who can deny this fact? Well. Think about this.


Being so eager to be at home doesn't necessary make me someone who miss home or my family that much. Maybe there are so many other factors such as friends around, freedom, pleasure or maybe just some normal routine. The feeling here is just so much different. I still can't feel like at home after spending nearly 2.5 years here. But I don't deny that I have got used to most of the things here. For instance, the circle of this place. Normal class(Boring) to Assignment(Tiring and Lazy) to Study Week(Too Free and Tension) to Exam(Things Every Student Hate) to Holiday(Nice)…

One Week in Sibu~~^^

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One week of PBS(Pengalaman Berasaskan Sekolah) just ended just like that. 5 days spend in SJK(C) Chung Hua gone without realizing. It was just like I just went there for the first time yesterday. Haha. All in all I felt quite nice about this time's PBS. Lol. Last time there were 32 of us, now only 5. So, I thought we would have got busier but it was even more free. Nothing much to do other than assignments. Something which I spend time doing together with the 3 Kingdom game in the office's meeting room.

Well, I give credit to the principal who was actually a nice guy with a dark face. He didn't like to smile and always give some irritating comment yet actually he has a warm heart. I can see this from his smile when we gave him a present as a token of appreciation for the school. Haha. Great day it was, after he gave us the mark for PBS, I just can't wait to go back and continue enjoying my holidays!

After that, went back home and prepare for another journey around Sibu K…

SBE In Sibu~~

Yeah..I am back to Sibu for 9 days this time around.. Gonna do my School Based Experience(SBE) here at SJK(C) Chung Hua coming next monday.. Really hope that everything can go as smooth as possible.. Lol..come on!!

The Journey of Mount KK

Mount KK oh Mount KK...indeed you are not something easy to conquer... All kinds of pain in going through it and in the end came back with a first class certificate. Haha..at least I achieved that.. The journey was about 2 days 1 night. We started off early at about 8.40am..i actually carried a bag of more than 10kg.. Oh my, it was so heavy indeed and the 2 straps actually got broken. Along the way, many other things happened such that my raincoat got torn.
It was a hard and challenging way to Laban Rata which is the first destination. We had to gone through the rocky paths, stairs by stairs which is in different height, rivers, waterfalls and etc. The only thing which we had been anticipating is the sign board of how many KM has we actually passed by. We walk, stop and continue on. After walking for 6 km to reach the simpang to Laban Rata, we were required to walk another 2 km to Laban Rata.
At this moment, I was walking alone. This was the hardest part of the whole journey of Mount KK…