Goodbye 2009!! Welcome 2010!!

Ah...another new day... Haha...it's the last day of the year 2009 le... Lol...everyone must enjoy it ya... There will be no repeat of the year 2009 le... We are going to advance to the year 2010 in just a few hours time... Lol...it's 2 something in the morning yet i m still blogging n mapling here... Wow...hehe... Happy New Year to all my friends!!! Good luck n May God bless you!!!

Christmas !@!

It has been a few days since I last feel my words here. Has been doing christmas preparation and today is the day le... It's Christmas!! Once in a year de holiday season... Had christmas caroling a few days ago...christmas party...n some laughs n jokes with best friends... All the happy things...life has been so far so good... Nothing much to complain...but then..i only have one week more here before i gotta be back to KK le... Haha...after one month plus at hometown... Lol...i miss there le? Cheh...still got 5 more years to spend there ei... Wahahaha...Merry Christmas n Happy New Year to all my dearest friends!!!

C-Mas

Christmas,christmas...wahahaha... Busy week again...christmas procession...christmas caroling...party by party... Play till shuang ah... Hahahaha...

Flowless

It just doesn't seem like the feel to blog these days..the time is just too tight.. Unlike when i was in college..the time seems so flowless.. Haha..so,i might as well come in n do some crappy blogging lo.. Oh well..yesterday celebrated Kai Chun n Chai Jhen's birthday...great time to gather together..played football almost everyday... As usual,spend here spend there.. Lol..one more big thing is 2 more days to christmas procession!!

3+3=6

After 3 weeks of business in church...it's finally time to rest and calm down myself... Haha...today will continue with the normal futsal things... Lol...less than 3 weeks to go back to study life le... Oh well..5 more years to go...isn't it long? Haha...but then...wat to do? I have chose the road myself n i shall continue with it...no matter what happen... Woohoo...many asked me why and i will just tell them I like teacher more than anything else... Lol...life...

Dec 2009

Halo...it's december dy..the last month of the year!! Yeah...christmas soon...

lol...

I am changing ah...haha...i wanna change back but it seems so hard and far away from me now... Oh well...lol...

CC & BS

Wow...really spend a lot in just this 2 days...cafe cafe n baba&siam in two days... Lol...eat n eat...money by money gone by... Haha...last nite andy and the others from outside malaysia has came back le... So..everything is gonna get cooler... More fun...dota,here i come... I wanna futsal ah... Lol...yeah...mapling n fb is a must!! Wahahahaha...

Business Surround!!

Straight after i am back from KK, i started my busy days... Having a wedding dinner..gathering with friends..teaching in church.. Lol..many things la.. Even doing so much stuffs at nite..limteh with friends.. Wow..magnificent.. Haha...so good the feeling... The busy period will continue onwards till mid dec..wahahaha... Have a nice holidays ba..my dear friends!!

Exhausted Day

I am tired yet i would like to continue on...it's not the end for me... La la la...it's not like what all of u are thinking the things really so real... I can't just lie to all of u... Hahaha...i had a nice first sem here but home is still where i can be myself.. I wanna drive car out and play here play there... Huhu...less than 1 day to go back le...after 8 weeks here...i m gonna be back once again... Home...home...spend less and eat less... Wahahahaha...

1 day=1 sem

One more day left to finish the sem...without realizing... Anyway, i have spend more than 4 months here dy...and tat's not a short period... Huhu...there's 10 sems to go... Semester break for 1 month plus...then continue again... Life goes on every time,second and minutes.. It wait for no one... Wahahaha...tomolo test maths 2 le... May be hardest but tension is still not as high compare to when i study BM... Lol...maths nia ma...^^ Hehe...good luck to me and my friends!! O ya...happy examing n studying to all my form 5 n form 6 friends taking SPM n STPM now... Have a nice day!!

La la la........

La la la...tuesday le... 4 more days to going back...2 more days to exams... Some of my friends went back dy...they finished their exams earlier...while some still located overseas pursuing their educations... Haha...me...still the same... Always facebooking and shopping... Aiks...studying...i will leave that to afterward or tonight gua... Hehe...life is good...

Labuan Trip@!!

Wow...just came back from Labuan just now... haha...had a nice and memorable time with some of my classmates... Driving round labuan...cool... Haha...din drive for so long le... Shop for chocolates...lol...spend here spend there again... Wahahaha...pics will be uploaded some time later la... Huhu...yeah...maths 2...no time for u ah... Walalala...

Phobia 2

Yeepee...after 3 days of exams in a row...it's time to take a break from it... Haha...nice nice...straight after maths 1 test...jiu went out le... Lol...watched Phobia 2...omg...another scary movie... aiks..i was really stunned la... Haha...but really learned a lot from there la... Oh well...one more week to go before i have my maths 2 paper... So...one more week to play!! Wahahaha...shuang ah...may go to labuan this weekend... Lol..cool...

2-2!!

Yeepy...BM is done le... No more thinking of it this sem... Wahahaha...nice nice... The questions was ok...almost the same as the spotted questions given to us before hand.. Lol..i think everyone did quite good la... Lol...so,2 down..2 more to go... Hehe...left with maths... 2 maths paper starting from tomolo... Wow...maths 1...hafta start reading n doing tonight le... Now...jiu play lo...after bm ei... Wahahaha...happy mode once again!!

1 down, 3 more!!

One down, three to go... Woohoo...english was just ok... I give myself a target of 40 over 50... Hehe... Oh well..tomolo is BM le...must work harder tonight... Haha...after tomolo...jiu good lo... Good luck,my dear friends!!

Tips!~

Oh well..woke up early this morning... Just dunno why...can't sleep over 8 am... The first thing i do is facebooking... Lol...not touching books although i know that i will be having exams this afternoon and tomolo's BM... Huhu...got the tips for BM le...now i feel that it's not tat easy as i think by looking at the questions.. Yet,it's still ok de la... Haha...jia you,jia you...

Mode:Happy

This is a picture of Megan Fox for all of you!! Haha...

Today no class as tomolo is the final exams le... Haha...so,everyone can stay back at hostel doing their own "revision". Lol...to be honest, i have not even started reading a page since 8 am when I woke up...has been facebooking...online football...all these while... Huhu...maybe the pressure n tension isn't there yet ba... Coz tomolo's paper is english...hehe... As long u finish doing it,u will definitely get a pass...although pass is never my target... Lol..then to BM on Wed...I have actually finish 2/3 of the books dy... And the last part will only be found in objective questions... So,my mind tell me I am having a quite relaxing time... O ya...the other reason I feel better compared to a few days ago is because I went for a church prayer yesterday nite... Hehe...it really helped me a lot... The things i studied are more easily absorbed... La la la...last nite Chelsea played Manchester United...guess what...Chelsea won 1-0... And this make me feel even better... Hehe...other than tat,I had a nice chat with some of the gals in the Chinese class... Lol..i abstracted something out from there...sometimes talking to a stranger can be so much fun after all.. Wahahaha...happy mode now!!

Love Ya...

Saturday always passed by the easiest and fastest of all of my days here... Coz i hardly need to do anything...i will just have fun outside...n forgot about all the books... Lol..n that's wat i did today... Susahla...but i did touched some when I was back today at about 2-3pm this afternoon... I consulted my senior about BM...n was relieved on what I needed to study... It was not much and I actually had gone through all of it...only left the memorizing part now... Huhu...exams in 2 days time...and some ppl are still so enjoying playing outside... I wish all my friends all around the world all the best in this coming exam and all the exams at anytime anywhere!! Jia you ya...i miss all of u and I love u all.... Wahahahahaha....13 more days...

Tired but Satisfy

Today is a new friday and there's 2 weeks to the day I go back to Sibu... Hehe...wanna see how everything changed...after 6 weeks... Lol...not long yet not short... Last few days was a little but busy plus lazy plus some other matters la...which make me unable to wash my clothes... Moreover with the rainy day...i realized that I have tonnes of clothes today lo...after washing all of them, i felt tired but done with satisfaction... Haha..nice.. And this make me think of another thing...reading books also like this... If we finish reading the tonnes of books in just a few day...we will surely feel stress...and tired... But straight after the exams, we will feel relieved and happy!! Wahahaha...with this motivational thoughts, i know i will surely do well in my exams de la... Got my marks for assignments...yeah...i got 2 As for BI n BM...woohoo...no one in the class did so except me... Lol...super cool... Anyway, i will still have to strive for the best in the coming exams..if not,jiu G.G le... Hahahaha...happy mood now..^^

TA

Nite time at Tanjung Aru...Lol...

Noob BM~!!

sien ah sien....noob BM...pls go away la... I dun like u... Susah la...

Wolala!@~

I am starting to feel terrified of a new person I am turning into. I do things a lot different from before. Every time I go out, I will spend so much without thinking of the consequences. I hate it but all the thoughts in my heart just can't stop me from doing so. It's just so unbearable.

Last nite I went to Tanjung Aru with some of my classmates. That was the first time. Oh well, ya...u guess right... I spend another RM20 for the whole trip there. Before that I had spend about RM10 in fohsan... Haha...Tanjung Aru was quite nice at nite... U can't see much as everywhere is so dark... We played on the beach... There are no beach in my hometown...so, u can understand how i feel when i see beach... Hehe...the water was warm and many ppl played there... There were ppl performing dances and singing nearby as well... We went for the food there as well...the food was cheap and nice too... We took lots of pictures as well... Woohoo...after everything was settled...we decided to go back le...

La la la...a day of fun without studying although next week is exam time le... Susah la...who cares? I might as well leave the things till tomolo la... Huhu...last nite I had a very rare dream... I never realized that I will miss home so much that I would dreamed that I was back home for 2 days and then come back to sabah again... Lol...everything has changed... Wow...wat a day to start...

Slow And Steady~~

Slow down, you're doing fine. You can't be everything you want to be before your time. Just be yourself more than the things you want yourself to be in. Oh well...exams are near and i guess everyone will be busy preparing for them this coming week. I might be leaving the online thing aside on night, so anyone who wanna find me...can directly call me or sms me ya.. Haha...

20 more!@

The day which the calendar can be flicked over to a new page has arrived... Haha...it's November dy... After counts by counts...I have been in this place for 111 days... Woohoo...20 more days to the end of the sem... Walala...met many great friends...who can chat very well... This makes me very happy... Lol...less than 3 weeks to be back... Cool...can't wait for it...first of all,i need to prepare for my exams first... Woohoo...

End of The Month of the Year~!

It's the end of October 2009 dy...haha... Today is the last day of the month le...just recalled when I started the month...wishing so much that it will end quickly... And now it is really coming to an end le.. Oh well..a nice month indeed... I had my birthday celebrated...assignments gone.. Had many tests...preparations...broadband... Spend so much...haha... La la la...overall, the month has been great~~

Love again

We come to love not by finding a perfect person, but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly. Haha...

Cool,Man!!

It's hard to walk in a group of ppl who likes to do their own thing and not even bother to look at how other ppl surrounding them are progressing... I dun like it and i wonder when will be the next time i will be doing it... Hahaha...out for Jennifer's Body Movie just now... Good movie but quite scary la... Dunno why...lol... Exams coming soon but it seems like my mood isn't tat right... Oh well...22 days to back... la la la...better pray hard ba...

KK Jeti

Today we finally got our exam timetable... We will be having four papers in four days...which is on the 10th,11th,12th and 19th of November... Hehe...the last paper being Mr.Koo's paper which is the hardest paper of all, i think la... Lol..anyway...there are 2 more weeks to exams... Everyone should prepare their heart the right way...do the suitable things at the right time ya... Hahaha...so,every single one of PPISMP Maths Sem 1 must do ur best ya... There must never be any failure in this ya... Wahahaha...enough of shoppings and facebooking ya... La la la...today was just a so-so... Slept for 3 hours in the afternoon...release all the not enough sleep last nite... Chew...then wat about tonight? Hehe...jia you ba...

Happy 20th Birthday!!

Walalalala...finally reach the point of the big '2" le... No more turning back le... Haha...i am really grateful to all my friends...over 100 of birthday msg~~ So nice of u guys...songs n songs... Haha...thanx a lot,guys and gals... Later going burger king to celebrate again... Lol...la la la...~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~^-^-^-^-^-^-^

19 to 20~~~

My 19 years old is gonna end real soon... Haha...n it's marching second by second towards the big "2"... Huhu...

Happy,happy day~~

Happy oh happy...once again...it's the start of another new week... Give me another 26 days...then, holidays jiu arrive le... Wahahaha...staying here really make me spend a lot of money la... Too expensive le...nafsu too high le... Lol...today onli one class.... Maths 1...great...coz i got the highest for the trial exams the teacher gave us... Walala...nice...but still got some careless mistakes la... Hmmm...got some news of a gal... Hehe...susah betul... Dunno I am thinking too much or what...but i feel that she like me...yet sorry, i dun have the feel for her... Haha...chew... Today we will have the last football game before we break off for the exams... Oh yeah...MU lost last nite... Wahahahaha...the best thing ever... Oh well..less than 12 hours to the big "2" to appear le... La la la...have a nice day ya...everyone...

2 is The No~~

woohoo...a lot of things need to be done in the morning... La la la...go to church...go breakfast...wash the dirty clothes...really many... haha...then need iron shirts... Lol...read BM...finish KTM if can... Walala...find lunch... Chew...so many things... Cool...2 more days...

Broadband AH...

Haiyo...my broadband broke down qu... Sien ah...tomolo still need go out to fix it... I dun wanna waste the money, yet the money keep on asking me to use it... Susah betul... Today maths test really make me wanna vomit la.. Haiz...so hard la... Lol...i really gotta improve la.. So now..BM still pretty much in need of revision...MT2... N MT1 still ok de la... Haha...english... Jia you ba,Allen!!

Trials~~

Two trials done...and here comes another one tomorrow... N it's MT2... Lol...susahla... I dun like the topics...it's really hard la... Aiks...but i think i did quite well today for MT1 la... Hehe...after tomorrow, there goes another week... Another four weeks left for holidays...passed 4 weeks and coming four weeks... Lol...time is flying every second, every time... La la la...appreciate them while u still can~~

Life as A Journeyman

Life like a journeyman will never be easy as you used to think. You do face the world as it is all about everyday. Complain and what you will get eventually is like a piece of nothing. Just look at teh above picture ba... How beautiful at night it can be. While on the morning time, it's just like some other buildings we used to see around us in this big world we live in. We must learn to love the things we have. Don't turn back for it whenever you reach the point of needing it. It's just a waste of everyone's time. Think of it will just make you uncomfortable. In one month time, i will be back to where I love and enjoy till i am crazy... Teaching in the church...camping with the church people... i miss them and miss the church activities i used to joined. I really involved too little here and I don't like it. Just let this 30 days pass quicker ba... Hehe...6 more days to the important day...the day which the big 2 come out... Lol...

1 more Week n Month~~@@!!

This is the very first Gaya's Raya Celebration Party...with all my friends n lecturers... Haha...n i am starting to feel the used to be here feeling le... Lol...i m happy to be here and after 1 more month here, i will finish my first sem le... Fast leh... Wahahaha... But then,pressure is everywhere although some dun admit it... Oh well...mock exams for maths 1 n 2 is coming in the next two days... Lol...i haven prepare yet...just hope to do well la.... La la la...btw...1 more week to the big day.... for those who care la... ^^

Hu hu hu~~

Look at the beautiful surrounding us. We don't know how to appreciate them at times. They come and go from time to time. People are always like this and to change their thinking in a short while is really impossible and has a really small limited chance.

N G U!~^^

A new Monday once again as I woke up this morning... A new week again... It's the 4th week here since the last holiday back home... Exams are getting nearer and nearer... Stress...BM...Maths... I just hope the things around me can get more easier to understand... Life is a game which everyone must face... Never give up that easily as you can always make an upset at anytime you want!!

Days Gone

After the two days of shopping and shopping...I can feel that I am fresher than ever... I thought of lots of things over the two days. It just came as a sudden. Now everything need to start all over again as time passes like a wind. There is no chance of a turning back. Tomorrow is another new day with new challenges ahead. I will just move on and awaits for the things ahead. Jia you ya... By the way,Happy Birthday to Chan and Adrian!! Have a nice day no matter where you may be now!!^^

God Is So Great!

Tonight i am still so awake and still not so sleepy yet. Something happened and make me think back of the past a bit. I recalled back what happened. The things i did last year and what has that done to me now. Actually quite a long of things occurred last nite. I got a message from my SPBT teacher in charge. She told me that I am invited to be at the coming Prize Giving Ceremony of our school. We got the State Level Champion last year. I could never imagine that I could still be up on that stage after so long. Oh well, that is the first flashback of the day. After that, I was chatting online with some of my friends and there came another important person to me before. I used to like her but now I guessed everything is being put down le ba. We chatted bout our life now. After a while, she told me something really nice and I felt so touched by that. We can finally put down the big stone in our heart. We are still friends and I will never regret what have i done before to her. Cause everything happens because of some reasons. God is so great!

Raya Celebrations WIth Muslim Friends~~!!^^

Past is still the Past!!

After a day of hustling and tussling...everything went out quite well lo... Haha...i am a happy guy in the end... Presentations for BMT and Moral came out good... KTM assignment was given assurance by the lecturer... Hostel checking good..no problem at all... Mr.Koo...as funny as usual..no tough questions at least... The onli not good of the day is the phone once again...anyway, i dun care bout the "thing" anymore...it's a gone thing... haha... No one would think of it anymore... Wat's the past is the past... Haha...

2 Min~~

Things can really be so devastating at times...there are just too many things for me to worry about tomorrow... Yet i can only help myself by praying that everything goes well and goes as smooth as silk... There will be a checking of hostel tomorrow...BMT presentation...Maths 2 period...KTM test...KTM presentation...Moral presentation... Moral assignments.. I still have tonnes of clothes to wash...need go town to get my phone back... aiks...worry till crazy qu...la la la...2 minutes to tomorrow le...

Pissed Off

I am pissed off. The weather is so hot again. The lecturer are so noob. Gave us exams yet dun wanna be in class. What kind of exams are like this? Stupid condition. I feel so angry now. F*** And i need to go to the town again. To claim back my stupid phone. I hate that, u know? walk so long and making all sorts of wrong decisions. Life is a play and it piss me off today.

Unlucky Me~~

How can one person get so unlucky in one day? To miss the bus in a few seconds time. To miss the football class. To miss the time to hand in the assignment. To get a B after so much hard work being put in. To be burning midnight oil after no one has been doing it. To spend over the budget. To buy something in order to benefit one yet the opposite happened. To miss the boss of the hand phone shop. To get a broken phone after paying RM70. To have to do the same things tomorrow. This is the life of me today. How sad.

Tired liao

I am getting tired of the surrounding which is affecting and pulling me in the same condition as some other ppl... I am doing my moral assignment in the last minutes... Tomolo is the present day le... Yet I haven finish it... The assignment was given before holidays de... Haiz..why am i turning to a last minute man? Midnight oil...susah la... The exams are coming soon...mock tests.... Real exams...in 4 weeks time...not long liao lo...

Waterfall

Walala...10/10/09

Went out with classmates this morning till just now 5 something... My friends donated blood but i din...coz i scare of needle... Haha...they got a cert n a book... Haiz..though i did feel a but guilty for not doing so la... But how...life... Then, we watched a new movie "Surrogates" It was superb...so many actions... How the world will be with so many robots ho... Haha...life will be so different... Wow...another tired day.. Oh well..the story din end there...there was a Majlis Penutupan Sambutan Hari Kemerdekaan in the hall tonight... So, everyone was compulsary to be there... Go for that...had dinner with lecturers... Then see some nice performance... Everything ended at 10 pm... Tired summarize all...

Times Passes

When was the last time I was smiling out that happy? Haha...moreover in a Primer Uniform...
The whole class taking a big photo...miss them...
Hehe...all have different paths le... Once a friend, forever a friend...
Lol...Mid-Autumn Festival 2 years ago... This year's Mid-Autumn Festival was a real boring for me...celebrating alone... T.T
Well...the days when we still act like kids...playing with water gun... Haha...

La la la...finished writing my own love story le... Hehe...but the ending was not like now... I created one... Here is one part..."She told me to wait for her and we shall be together again after a few years. I told her the same thing and we gave each other a big hug." Lol...how i hope it was real but...u know la... Oh well, we often have many choices which may cause dilemma but we should always stand up right after we fall down. I thought to myself, "I will never forget her smile" Walala...Barbara said she missed our block... Aiks...thinking back...i really missed tat time a lot too.. Limteh...fun...studying in the library... Study at school at night...doing so many things together... And now all separate le... Lol...haha... I wish all the 18 of us in U6S1 2008 all the best ya...have a nice day n future ya... Wahahahaha....

6

Another friday with no lecturer... Haha...play facebook here once again... One more week is done and dusted... So, 6 more weeks to go...

WOW...Haha..

What can one do when you can just do nothing when others can do so many things? Don't give up and be at your best when the times come! The place can not determine one's success. It's just a matter of times or what. You can talk to talk but you can't push to push. Haha...i can still do it...

Love Story

Another day gone by just like that. 24 hours a day for us to do so many things yet I still feel not enough for me to finish my homework. They are just too many and tough la... Sketch this and that graph... Aiks...headache... Once again, the homework need to be brought forward to today... Love story...how to write oh? Lacking inspiration la...who to write on? Me? Lol...apparently I dun even understand the basic meaning of love... Haha...600 words... Love...love...love...

Friend Forever!!!

Hi there...my dear friends... Today I suddenly have the feel to look back at this picture... Seems familiar, rite? Haha..it has been in my blog page since a long time ago..if u notice la... Oh well..i m just going to talk about the path of all the 6 persons in the picture... After looking on and think a while, I found out that the 6 of them are actually situated at different countries and places now... And all are far away from each others... Let's start from Ah Khai(Top Left), he is on the sea now around Thailand, Malaysia and Indonesia.. Then, to Fong(Top Right), he is in UK now..St.Mark and St.John College taking up Education in TESL... Pau(Down Left) is now in India for Medicine... Teo(Down Middle) is in Singapore's NUS for Electrical Engineering... Haha...Eric(Down Right) is currently in USA's Chicago for Engineering... Oh well...now to the last of them...me(Top Middle)... I am still in Malaysia's Sabah(KK) for Education for Maths... Haha...6 friends, 6 countries~~ Malaysia, UK, Singapore, USA, India and around South East Asia... Oh well...Friends Forever!!

一切的一切

最近发生了太多太多事了。。大家都忙着各走各的了。。一切跟晚年都不一样了。。我不知如何形容这段感情。。真的实在太深奥了。。为什么老天不给我个跟好的选择。。一选好就肯定没回头！有时候真的会无法自拔想要哭。。但身为男生的我只会把一切泪水往肚里吞。。伤心又能怎样。。还不是得面对它。。一切的一切该有个了断了！！

Some Photos from yesterday's Church Bazaar

Durians were sold as well..i miss sibu durian la...

Counting the coupons gained...we got about RM 13000++

Let's have a game of coconut bowling ya...

In the church's hall...

Lawrence and me...eating duck's meat.. ahaha..

Philippine Pork Leg...
Bernard...posting there..

Helping out the auntie there...

Chicken wings..yeah...

Lol...mutton...

The Road Unchose

Went for church de yi mai hui today...it was a very very big event held...to my surprise... I wonder when can sibu's yi mai hui be this big n high... There was a dj...promoting all those selling stuffs... Ppl was full and there was non stop ppl coming to buy...I was helping in a stall with my friends who were studying in the IP as well..did lots of things like filling drinks...rice...meat...water... We sold n we ate at the same time... Heheheh...good day... After that, I was so determined to buy a digi broadband since i got my allowance dy... So, i went to center point with my friends again...just for the purpose of making one... Yet when we arrived there, the guy said that our IP doesn't have such plan... What a weird person...he said that onli promotion cause can make such plan for us...so sad... Then,there was onli Karamunsing in my head then... I was thinking of going there the whole afternoon... But eventually decided that I might as well give it another day...as we were all so damn tired dy... Aiks...one more bad news coming soon... When we got to a bus, a gal from our IP said that the same thing the guy at center point said to me... Argh..every hope I had before this are all gone le... Sien ah... Why i din do it last week when i can? With so many friends of mine...why last week can de? Argh...then last nite the guy offered me the same thing....why i just din accept it? Omg...i miss the opportunity for 2 times in a row... Shoot....the road not taken for 2 times... Where is the 3rd times? Chew..i must make sure that there is no 3rd time... Really unhappy!! Aiks...T.T....

Wow....

Wow...just back at 9.00pm just now... Haha...walk n sit for the whole day... Library from 9 till 12... Tutor's house in Kingfisher Sulaiman from 1.30 till 4... Then,walk n walk in 1B... The place is indeed very big and many things to look at... But then, not much ppl la... Very cold and quiet... Lol...after that, back to KK town...went to Karamunsing...shop for some normal things lo..all for eating purpose de... Hehe...btw...my allowance is out dy...a thousand plus ei.. Haha....feel so shuang la... Anyway, Happy Mooncake Festival to all of you once again...

Happy Mooncake Festival!!

One week has gone by just like tat...after tonnes of assignments and homeworks being hand in... Classes in the afternoons and nites... Lol...n now I feel too free qu... We are left with one assignment which is write an essay for moral studies... N moreover it's group work... I am really pleased to be here... I wonder how it would be like if I study all the physics term in engineering... Haha...nvm la... I better stop thinking of them le la... If not,regret jiu susahla... La la la...today is Mooncake Festival... This is the first year I din celebrate it with my family at home ba... Haha...n i dun think I will celebrate it either this year... Instead I m going for raya celebration with my friends at my tutor's house this noon... She's having a rumah terbuka then... Haha...Hope for the best ba... Happy happy... La la la....Happy Mooncake Festival to all!!

Life is not a bed of roses

It's time to grow up...I have been here for almost 20 years yet why I still have no progress in my love life de... I can see more and more pairs coming out day by day... Why is it like that? I wonder what will my reaction be when I finally find someone belong to me one day in the future. Facebook keep on predicting that I will only get married when I am in my fourtieths... Life is like a game...it's just so fun oh... I liked a lot of gals but I dun think anyone of them really have any feel for me la... If I am not mistaken la...only one have actually have a little feel for me. How fool of me in this whole of 20 years. I hate myself for not able to be a little bit more brave. How could this happen to me? Oh well...what to do other than accept.........

To a Special Friend

Hi there, my dear friend…

It’s time for you to go to another place which is so far away from your hometown. I am here to say farewell to you and wish all the best to you. No matter how many years you will be leaving for, we can still connect ourselves using facebook. Lol…I can still remember clearly what happened the last time you left your hometown. I gave you something. The details are still clear in my mind. The thing is I really still had a special kind of feeling for you, which is not love. I hope for the best for you. I will smile whenever I think of you…I also don’t know why this will happen. Honestly I really fall for you that time. Oh well, I guess I should really calm down myself and concentrate more on my studies. Maybe this is still not the right time to talk about love. Who knows what might happen in the next few years… If there is really fate between the both of us, I will never give up on it. 3 years is not a long or short period of time but a lot of things can really be done in that time. Good luck, girl… Have a safe trip and may God Bless you abundantly…

Time comes

Halo...it's time... Jia you ba...

SepOct

Yeah...it's the last day of September this year.. We are coming to the last quarter of the year...and entering the month of October... Haha...and this is my month... Lol...all those tat know me well should know this ba... Yeah...have a nice day ya...everyone...

Transparent

While some friends of mine really care about me, some are like a transparent paper in front of me. I always wonder how can that be a friend. I dun understand. Life can be that precious so many times. They can be so ignorable. That really hurt me yet they dun feel that they did something wrong. Nothing much to do to change them. They chose the road themselves. If they themselves can't help them, who else can do so?

Lol...

A football game this afternoon...scored the opening goal and won 5-0... But i blew away 2 great chance...haiz...

La la la....

Why do i keep holding on, if all we'll ever be is "friends"
"Maybe part of loving is learning to let go..."
The girl you can't have is the one you want the most.
The things that we love tell us what we are.

27-9

September 27...one more month to the big day... The day which I reach the big "2" of my life... It has been nearly 2 decades I live in this world... I realize how lucky am i to be able to do so... I can still do so many things... No matter what, we must always be grateful and thankful to our beloved Father above us... He has the ability to do anything... Praise Him!!! However, this year's big day is so much different from the other year... Anyway, i am not scare of changes and just let it be ba...

Nightmare

I had a nightmare last nite...can't sleep well and keep on turning around my bed like a crazy person... Haha...thought of different things if that nightmare was a real situation I face... Omg...it was so real... I was so afraid la...once a gal I love so much told me that a tonnes of reasons of why she rejected me... Chew...wat the... Sien qu...make me wanna sok qu...

A must Read!!

Here's what I wrote last nite when I can't go online... Haha....

I am just too tired tonight… So many thing happened in one day… Went to the library with andy… Breakfast with andy and kui mui… Haha…life is just so weird… Once a stranger can also eventually turn into good mate and buddy… I never expected it 3 years ago… Many things has changed… More friends left compared to 3 years ago… They left for their studies…overseas and local… Different places…all have their own dream in mind… I also has left my house for something I left two years ago and now I am coming back for it… No matter how long the time takes, I shall never give up on myself… I will never let down of the people who has high hopes in me… After library, went back home for a good lunch with my family… Lol…didn’t actually had a really nice meal with them since I came back from KK… Cause I spend too much time with my friends… Oh well…what to do…kids nowadays are like this… I did felt a bit sorry la… Not to say what but I told myself that I must spend more time home next time I come back… To the airport, my parents send me there… Everything was so far so good… Send farewell message to some friends of mine… Really grateful and thankful to all of them… Haha…the weather turn dark suddenly… And my plane got delayed… So sad…my cousin waiting for me waited for me for so long at KK airport… I did send a sms to him bout the delay yet he said he din receive any msg from me… N thought I brought him to Holland… aiks…life… Once again, I am back to the hostel and shall spend the next two months here… I just hope time passes quicker… Yeah…going to countdown day by day from now on… La la la…

Less Than 24 Hours...

Aiks...tomolo tis time will be back to maktab de hostel le... Haha...another lonely day n nites there.. N tis time is gonna be two months ei... Lol...so sien at times..but i promise myself to adapt myself to it the best possible way... Tend to think too much again nowadays... Aiks...God, pls help me la... I just wanna concentrate myself on the studies la... La la la...

Like

The reason why I dun wanna tell u that I like u is so that u will appreciate my love more. I must let u know that it's not so easy to own me. I am the special one. U should never look down on my ability.

Ham Force

G-Force...indeed a good movie... Haha..i learned a lot from the movie... Love...animals... Lol...go for it ba... Anyway,the main point is that our Ham Group committee will have new title called Ham Force_______ from now on... Wahahhahaha...cool leh... Yeah!!

Dear oh Dear...

oh dear oh dear...it's the fourth day I am back le.. 2 more days to be back again... Haha...having fun everyday from morning till night... Lol...changes...sending friends to airport who are leaving for overseas studies... Wow...limteh-ing with friends from different uni now...mind still fresh of the days back in form 6.. Haha...everything is just so far so good... Oh well..the onli not so good thing is that I haven touch my KTM assignment de... Omg...4 more days to do it..i promise myself to do it tomolo... Tonight going for movies... Yeah...

Jia you ba,Allen!!

The heart in me felt warm with the presence of so many friends of mine. But when it's time to part I felt really unwell. I will miss them. Without them, I dunno who am I to hope for. I felt lonely. I admit it, I do feel emo at times. Thinking of this and that. What might happen in times to come. What is wrong and right. Really troublesome. I dun like the feeling and the world seems to be like that all the time. Which is the right way to move? How shall I do it? Oh My God... Aikz...life without target and mission is meaningless. There is something just in front of me now yet I dun know if I shall go towards it la. Haha...so many choices at times...yet the choosing part is just so hard. Jia you ba,Allen!!

Selamat Hari Raya!!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all my muslim friends!!! Have a nice raya ya... Hahaha...i m going back today... Will be free from all homeworks!!! Lol...just got time for limteh nia... La la la...

Friendsss

Life can just be as good as it get nowadays... It's just not as easy to find friends to hang out in this kind of condition... But I am really happy to say that I have really found some...who can share the same topic as mind...good friends... We chat and play together...it was a very enjoyable moment... Today we went to One Borneo together...although tiring but it was a great experience... Watch Tsunami is the so called good place to watch movie...i felt just ok la... Hahaha...walk and walk...shop and shop... Haha...wrote my name...show u guys later...

5 More Days~!~

Yeah...finished the big four assignments le... All gone..now just left those little KKPs nia... But still need to do them during raya la... Haha..at least i know that tomolo is holiday ma... Lol...maybe going out lo... Sien la...stay in hostel...lazy too... Haha..another countdown ongoing...5 more days till the time I will be back to my beloved hometown...Sibu~~ La la la...the weather is getting hot again these days... So,everyone drink more water ya... Muahahahah...

Final Destination

Another day out in the city...watch the movie Final Destination... I realize that life can just be so short and it may be gone in just a few seconds... Omg...the scene was really scary and awful la... I nearly screamed out just now... All the people in the movie died... The fate can never be change when it is destined to be like that for us... No matter what you do..it's still the same...

Come And Go!!~~

Love just come around and goes back around again and again... Sometimes I just feel like losing myself to this world. Although there's love around me, I just feel really weird la... That kind of love make me felt as if I am someone else. Without that love, I can do much better... I dun like the feeling of being controlled... The mind of someone who is so over the sky really hurts others who would really just wanna do good for others...

It's just so unfair for ppl...i have no more to say...speechless...the World is not like the one i used to know before...