Friday, October 31, 2008
Monday, October 27, 2008
Sunday, October 26, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
Thursday, October 23, 2008
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Monday, October 20, 2008
Err,what hurts us the most? Sometimes we try to avoid the things so much that we don't even realize that we have started our pain and was hurt since a long time ago. Just because of our naiveness,we are still thinking how will we be hurt one day when we really got stuck in the trap. I am sick mentally for a few days for I was hurt deeply by a person who told me the truth of something. I just can't accept it for the time being. The truth is not like what all of you think. Tears rolled down my cheek a few times too. But then,I also realize one important thing. My feelings for her was not as deep as I have thought for all these while. I don't love her as much as I have like her. I doubt if anyone of you would understand me now. I am a little bit blur with the things I am saying now too. My life has suddenly change to something so different from before. She was just someone who I was lying on in making myself more happy. I was right on what I have told my friends. Oh well,the past is the past. I want to live a new beginning from now on. No more thinking of history. By the way,history is nice if you like it but it is super boring when you start to dislike it. So,I certainly won't make myself think of some unhappy memories of mine.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Saturday, October 18, 2008
U don't know,do you? U never know,right? Or u just act like you don't know? Don't u dare come in front of me and show me that innocent face of yours. If I had the ability,I would have slap you without a doubt. U have been cheating my feelings towards you all these while. What the? How can this be happening to me? I tried to think so positively over the night but then I told myself,I really can't do so. I cannot betray my own feelings. I am not someone easily fooled. U may think that I am a very crazy type and not the quiet type. But honestly,I don't really have much friends who can share with me and talk non-stop before form 6. I don't like to talk. I am not that crazy if you really like this term. Are you sure of what you are telling me? One more time,can you repeat what you said? Oh well,are you out of your mind to be telling me all of these? Argh...you claim that you don't feel that there's a real connection between us... Do you realize how much I was hurt after you spit those words from your beloved mouth of yours? I can't do anything then as I was speechless there. Clueless,can't think of anything. I only wanna shut down my com and get out of here once and for all. Why am I still here talking to with you? The thing is that I really actually pour out my feelings for you and I never regret doing so. I just hope that you can stay happy when I am not around. Please don't forget what we have shared all these while. I don't want any reply just hope that you will let me continue to care for you. Stay happy cause I will certainly be back after our big "war" is over!^-^
Wednesday, October 15, 2008
2. Enjoy life while you still can as you will grow old everyday.
3. Do your best to live your life till the fullest.
4. Don't waste your time on something meaningless as you like.
5. Cheat on yourself but don't make the people around you got affected too.
6. Tell me that you can do it don't really satisfy me as you haven't show me the result.
7. Bluff as much as you can for you are the owner but don't spill your sadness here.
8. Good will always defeat all evil.
9. Like charges repel,unlike charges attracts as boys like girls.
10.Everyone should have some principles of their own.
So much pain from inside till outside these few days~~~ Argh...how to face so much difficulties at one time oh? To get up and get going once again is not an easy thing to do. I don't like it but gotta accept if too. Please don't smile when u r unhappy or cry when u r happy. Don't u think that this is really really weird ma? Haiz..some ppl just like to act so much... U might as well go on n be a actor next time.. Just be urself. Don't betray ur own personality for others. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................-_- not cool at all~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Monday, October 13, 2008
Saturday, October 11, 2008
2. Do they know it?
3. Simple or complicated?
IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U
4. Bought something:
5. Gotten sick?
~Ya,for a few days liao
6. Been hugged?
~yes. mummy daddy when i was young.
7. Felt stupid?
8. Talked to an ex
~err..no la..just sms nia
9. Missed someone
10. Failed a test
~ once in a while la..
12. Gotten your hair cut?
~ yes. just one week ago ba..
U N I Q U E
14. Nervous habits?
~fingers will feel cold.
15. Are you double jointed?
16. Can you roll your tongue?
17. Can you raise one eyebrow?
18. Can you cross your eyes?
~how to cross....??
19. Do you make your bed daily?
20. Do you think you are unique?
~i guess so..
H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S
21. Said "I Love you"
22. Given money to a homeless person
~no gua~~can't remember
~ never..and never will
24. Waited all night for a phone call?
25. Snuck out?
26. Sat and looked at the stars?
~Sometimes when I miss someone far away
M A N N E R S
27. Do you swear/curse?
~ sometimes when i m really really angry
28. Do you ever spit?
~ yes. when i m sick
29. You cook your own food?
~haha...never,mum too nice liao..
30. You do your own chores?
~ of course la..who can help?
31. You like beef jerky?
32. You're happy with your life?
~currently yes ba...dunno eh...depends on how i feel lo~~
33. You own a dog?
34. You spend your money wisely?
35. Do you like to swim?
~Still ok de la.... Once in a while will go swim..
36. When you get bored do you call a friend
D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S
37. Flowers or angels?
38. Gray or black?
39. Color or black and white photos?
40. Lust or love?
41. Sunrise or sunset?
42. M&Ms or Skittles?
43. Staying up late or waking up early?
~waking up early..normally do so..
44. Being hot or cold?
45. Winter or Fall?
46. Left or right?
47. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?
~ 2 best friends..more trustworthy..
48. Sunshine or rain?
~rain..cause she likes it..
M O R E-H A V E-Y O U-E V E R'S
49. Been Dumped?
50. Stolen money from a friend?
~Never..i trust my friends
51. Been in a fist fight?
~No gua..can't recall...
52. Snuck out of your house?
53. Had a crush on a teacher?
~Ya...when i was so young...so long ago liao la...
54. Seen someone die?
~ nope...no such experience..
55. Been on an airplane?
56. Slept all day?
~Erm... i m not a pig la...
57. Missed someone so much it hurt?
58. Fallen asleep during school?
~ nope..no so pro..
59. Been lonely?
~ sometimes when i think too much..
60. Cheated in a game?
61. Been to the ER?:
~Wat's tat? Can explain??
62. Been in a car accident?
63. Had detention?
64. Missed your first love?
~sometimes...when I am sot sot de...
65. Cried yourself to sleep?
~Chew...why like this? cry can make ppl sleep de meh??
66. Sung in the shower?
~ never~~i wash myself very quietly de..
67. Kissed a complete stranger?
~ Chew..no way!!
68. Laughed so hard you cried?
69. Cheated on a bf/gf?
~i don't have one..so..
70. Regretted hurting someone?
~normally will de la.. Haiz..
71. Regretted loving someone?
~ never..love jiu shi love la..why care so much??
1. Iris(this is the first tag, so do it!)
2. Barbara (do if u want..)
3. Steven (copy from urs de..haha..)
4. Kee Hung (Try la..)
5. Jenlung (PMR le..still online??)
6. Andrew (Jia you ba..)
7. Lesley (Dunno u ever seen my blog ma..)
8. Kui Mui (Long time no see u liao...)
Oh well,it's just not good in just looking at our past sometimes.... What can we do about it? No matter how good we have done,that will only be our sweet memories or bitter nightmares. There's no turning back for us as we as humans,should always hope a better and nice future. Looking forward will bring us to another step in our life. What to do if we die one day and then realize that we haven't done any meaningful things during the whole of our life? No regrets,pal... I know that we can never expect good things to happen to us everyday. We do our best and be like others who are working as hard as we do. Don't always think of failure. Please think of your love ones before you wanna make any kind of decision which would eventually affect yourself and the one beside you. Thank God that He grant me a such nice and peaceful family to me.... So,we will meet again in my next blog post... I certainly hope for better thinking then~~^-^
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
Today is the 8th of October liao~~ 40 more days till my big big test oh... So,everyone who will be taking the test must be well prepared oh..dun get overstress... Oh well,don't ever be too proud or too sad with the results you got in ur 2nd trial.. It all means nothing if you cannot prove urself in the real test!!! This is the truth and it's the only truth... Haha..do remember to plan a timetable for urself. You do not need to make it too complex... La la la...everything has been just fine these few days.. Just that I am not that please with results that my friend got la.. She is facing so much problems yet I feel like I can't help her de. So sad la.. Sien~~ I can only advice her and do nothing more.... How ah.... I just hope that she can be tougher and face life the positive way. Haiya...life is really unpredictable la.. Sometimes we like it yet sometimes we just don't wanna keep on living in this world. What to do? We have been brought to this World by our beloved parents of us. Then,just be happy la.... Don't always keep a bitter face and try smile more la.. Hehz...
Monday, October 6, 2008
Hahahaha…..2nd Trial….. This is the place where I made my stamp!! I have finally did what I had failed to do for so long… I have never achieve such feat during my 2 years in form 6… This time was the last school exam for me before the real test, STPM… And I was determined to score well. No one can stop me now.. Oh well, I have done quite well this time. And this was not out of my expectation.. Anyway, I will continue to push for the big one. I will not stop here..
Saturday, October 4, 2008
We can cry and cry sometimes just to relief ourselves... But can we change a fact? Can we do anything just to make things more beautiful? Hehe..dun be too 天真 la... It's not as easy as u seems.
One of my friends told me these "哭是女生最擅长的。。。虽然哭不能解决事情，但可以发出心中少许的不满，委屈呀。。。" Honestly speaking,I,myself will cry out once in a while to release the pressure and burden i m carrying all this while... I dun wanna make myself sok qu... I can't control my tears from rolling down my cheek quietly. I can't hide forever. What to do? I am also a normal human being. Just alone in this week,I had cry for a few times for my beloved friend who has gone to a really far place. Normally,we see a girl cry but please don't be surprise if anyone of u see me crying. This is me and no one can change me. I don't like to a metamorphosis. Hehe...I am not the kind of man who thinks that they "流血不流泪" Jia you to those of you who wanna cry out but don't have the guts to do so. Don't keep too much inside ur heart oh~~
Friday, October 3, 2008
~Sigh~ It's the month of October... Less than a quarter of the year 2008 left. Haha..I actually like the month of October a lot since it's the month which I had been brought to this big big World. I usually have year-end exam in this kind of time every time but there is an exception this year. I am having my final exam as a student in my beloved,Methodist Secondary School. "The STPM" Dunno if I have to be happy or not la... Just that I will surely enjoy my birthday really really much. Err,actually I take my birthday as my most important event of the year. I will never miss it for anything else. Oh well,I think that everyone should do the same thing but it's your choice to follow or not la.
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