Sunday, April 3, 2016

Assignments And Exams Coming Soon!

Wow! Gerhana Bulan!

It's been a while since I am back here. I guess I might just really have less passion to be writing nowadays. Too many things to deal with especially with my school teaching life, tuition and etc. With the assignments and test to come soon too, this is just full of busy life. Sometimes we just need to catch some breath and take a break from all. That's why I just cannot fully concentrate in doing something I dislike. Have been having phobia in doing summary and now I need to do 3 for 3 assignments. Mostly done and now I am left with one more. So, let's just pray that I can finish it within this week! Can't wait! 18th of April shall be the submission date and after I need to prepare for the exams which fall on the 6th, 7th and 8th of May! Come on Allen! Have a nice day people!

Monday, August 3, 2015

What A Day! Monday Blues oh Monday Blues!

What a day have I had today. Nothing seems to be going alright today. It's been a long time that I have last experienced something like this. This is really weird and I doubt that I can handle it right. Yeah, Chelsea lost yesterday night to their London rival, Arsenal. I still can't get over it as easy as I had thought although it's just a shield. A lost shall always be a lost. There will be no return. Just like most of the Chelsea fans outside, I feel it's a wrong thing to do to sell one of our best players for 10 seasons to our rival. What more to say when it's to one of our fiercest rival. This made things even worst. I expect more to come from him as the season rolls on. I feel sad seeing him saving every ball we shot last night. The pain is really hurting me mentally. What a way to start the season. We did not manage to register any wins for our preseason games. We lost 2 n drew 2. How can we be so poor? Only Mou knows how to answer that. God knows why!

Thursday, July 2, 2015

How Much Longer Of This Life!

My classmates for 5.5 years! 
The thing is how much longer do you wanna endure this kind of life of yours. Time passes by just like the wind all the time. Without realizing, we are into the second half of the year already. I thought I just graduated yesterday, yet when reality hit me, my juniors are in the semester 8 now. It's their turn to think of this and that before they graduate. What I can say is that everything happen for a reason. Although we cannot agree fully, but what can we really do about it other than sharing our thoughts through social media! We can easily be a keyboard warrior and not do anything by our actions. What to do la. That's what we call life. We are just too small and sometimes we can only consume, consume and consume. Till the day we become the one on top. Only then, will we know what they really think and why did they make such a decision. As they say, never try never know! For now, let's just move on and lead another great life of us! Have a nice day everybody! 

Tuesday, June 23, 2015

Happy Teaching Life to Dear Teachers!

It's only the 3rd post of the year. I have been quite inactive nowadays due to my work life. It's really something which is so indifferent compare to when we were just pursuing our studies in degree. We have bigger responsibility now compare to before. If we do not teach the right way, we may not suffer but the ones who will suffer is the hundreds of kids who are being taught by us in the school. So, I am super determined to be a good teacher to all and finish my jobs given to me! All in all, let's have a Happy teaching life to all my fellow teachers!

Sunday, June 21, 2015

Who And What Are Friends To You?

Yeah... Been away for a long time, and now I an back here Once again. Well, Let's talk about friends today. What can I say about this. So how can we define about friends anyway? Who are friends to u? Once there was a friend who tell me that he just see us as a friend with benefit in us. We are someone who he can use to move up in his life. But is this what true friend is defined as?

What I can say now is that we may have a lot of friends but how many are actually a true friend to us. How many do u have for as long as u have live in this big big world. Can you actually name 5 or more? Friends can be warm and cold at times. We fought and quarrel before. If we never went through the conflict part, I personally think that this is a not so powerful friendship.

Yeah, though we went through ups n downs for so many times in our life, I m sure a true friend will eventually come back to us. Once we cool down, we will have the ability to rethink what we have done and do the right thing in the end. No one in this world is perfect, including the world famous Nobel prize winner. This is all because they are just humans like every single one of us.

If they end up not coming back, I can declare this friendship over and let's try put our focus on someone else who we should treasure more in our life. One's life is not as long as you think it is when we realize how time has passed by us day by day. Do you know that you have went through 2 decades of life and it is fast approaching 3? So we should just move on with our life. Find our life target, plan ahead. Never wait till the last minute.

For my own life target this year, 3 have been done yet one has failed. I did not manage to go for masters this year as it crashed with my degree convocation. What to do. In life, we are given a lot of choice. I chose the one which most of us would have taken and that has made who I am today.

Monday, March 30, 2015

Objectives Of The Year Locked In!

So, I guess this is gonna be my first post for the year 2015! We are almost to the end of the first quarter of the year and I have quite satisfied with what I have achieved so far in this year. I started my teaching career this year when I officially started teaching in SK Kampong Baru, Kapit. Though there have been a few minor changes in between, I can finally say that I have settled down almost everything after spending about 2 months here. I have a very nice place to stay, nice food and hospitality. Other than that, my teaching life have been quite good. Not the so much hectic work full of hustle and bustle everyday. So, everything has been so far so good up until now.

Though there are still a few things which I need to improve on. For instance, the way I teach. Maybe I should not be so strict and tensed while teaching. I need to relax more. What to do? I guess this is one part of the learning to be a good teacher. I am human and human make mistakes too. I am pretty sure I will get used to a better and more enjoyable teaching method in another few years time. Teaching can be fun at times and it's a job for me to earn my living. Been spending a lot too. Especially in the car I bought. Luckily after this, I do not need to think of it anymore.

I still have a few objectives set for the year to achieve. The one which is coming soon is of course my convocation ceremony which will be attended by me in 2 months time. It's something which we have waited for 5.5 years and I am surely not gonna miss any single part of it. It's my ceremony and it's something me and my family can be proud of. Indeed I can't wait for the ceremony to take place. I need to take lots of pictures with my dearly beloved family and friends. And I can meet my long time no see's classmates there. I am sure a gathering will take place. It's time to meet up and hang up after the working life we have been through for the year.

The next objective is my masters. I am hoping that this can take place this year as I am not as young as everyone else surrounding me anymore. I do not have such long time to wait for another chance to realize my dream. So, I just hope that I can study my choice of course, Maths for masters. The results will be coming out soon and with this, another part of my salary will be gone. What to do? This is something good for us and I am gonna do so with my determination all along as well with the support given by my family and friends. I am willing to sacrifice my time and money for this course. Wish me all the best guys and gals.

And now, to the last objective of the year, which is to travel to at least one or two foreign country within this year. I am aiming for China during this year end holiday, together with a few of my best friends. Maybe I will be travelling to Thailand as well with my family after coming back from China. No matter what, I am gonna make full use of my year end holiday. They say we work so hard for the year is to have a nice and relaxing time during year end. So, holiday is the best choice. Anyway, can't wait for this to happen. All in all, I can say that all my objectives are locked in, Just left to be carried out by me! See ya all soon in my next post to come.^^

Thursday, November 27, 2014

5.5 Years With My Dearest IPG Besties!

Without realizing, my 5.5 years with IPG has really really really come to an end. I have achieved what I aimed for. I have finished what I was supposed to finish. It has reach the ending point and there is no way for us to turn back time and repeat what we wish we had done before this. I still remember when I first came to KK, I felt like finishing the course as soon as possible. I just can't wait to get it all done and go back to where I belong.

Honestly, I didn't really like the place and also didn't manage to get along well with the people there. That was in the first semester. The feeling of going back home was ever strong as time pass by. I just can't wait to go home as soon as the school holiday arrive. I feel like I was being put in a cage whenever I stay there. But then, something change as time pass by. I have started to form a bond between my beloved classmates, friends in IPG, churches friends, travelling companions, Chelsea supporters group and etc. 

Anyway, today I would like to highlight my closest friends in this 5.5 years of studies in IPG. We are known by the name of JOJ! 11 members one heart, one objective which is to be able to be compliment to each other. They are Icha, Kinah, Pajan, Ichum, July, Wandi, Juing, Afiq, Lv, Marsi and me myself. We have went through a lot all these years. All the ups and downs. We even fought and quarrel with each other before this. But in the end, we make up after all. We are one family. 

All those trips to Kundasang, Kudat, Kota Belud, Tawau and dinner after dinner are all gonna be our sweetest memories from now on. We all know that time can never return to how it used to be. What we can do is just reminisce what we have done through all the pictures taken. We can think back all the happiness and sadness all those while. We are all humans and have feelings towards each others. I cannot deny that there are some which indeed change me a lot along the way. They gave me advice and have always been great listeners.

I have been thinking back of the things and events we have gone through all these while for the past few weeks. For the first time in my life, I feel like not going back to my hometown as soon as the exams ended. And I knew that it was the right choice. I went for the final trip with my dearest friends which will always remain as my sweetest memories in my life. We also send our friends to the airport when they finally decided to go back to their hometown and this time they don't need to buy a return ticket back to KK. 

I admit that I am a very emotional person and yeah, I cried for my friends. I will miss their presence in their and I may never have the chance to meet them anymore after this. Who knows. Weep after weep and in the end, it's my turn to go back today. I thought I could hold onto myself but in the end I gave in after all. My friends just meant a lot to me and I love every single one of them! Thanks to all of my JOJ friends for your moments and time we spend together. Sorry if I have made you all angry and if there are some wrongdoings of mine which hurt you all. I hope that we can meet again next time. More posts to come after this! Have a nice day people!^^