SepOct

Yeah...it's the last day of September this year.. We are coming to the last quarter of the year...and entering the month of October... Haha...and this is my month... Lol...all those tat know me well should know this ba... Yeah...have a nice day ya...everyone...

Transparent

While some friends of mine really care about me, some are like a transparent paper in front of me. I always wonder how can that be a friend. I dun understand. Life can be that precious so many times. They can be so ignorable. That really hurt me yet they dun feel that they did something wrong. Nothing much to do to change them. They chose the road themselves. If they themselves can't help them, who else can do so?

Lol...

A football game this afternoon...scored the opening goal and won 5-0... But i blew away 2 great chance...haiz...

La la la....

Why do i keep holding on, if all we'll ever be is "friends"
"Maybe part of loving is learning to let go..."
The girl you can't have is the one you want the most.
The things that we love tell us what we are.

27-9

September 27...one more month to the big day... The day which I reach the big "2" of my life... It has been nearly 2 decades I live in this world... I realize how lucky am i to be able to do so... I can still do so many things... No matter what, we must always be grateful and thankful to our beloved Father above us... He has the ability to do anything... Praise Him!!! However, this year's big day is so much different from the other year... Anyway, i am not scare of changes and just let it be ba...

Nightmare

I had a nightmare last nite...can't sleep well and keep on turning around my bed like a crazy person... Haha...thought of different things if that nightmare was a real situation I face... Omg...it was so real... I was so afraid la...once a gal I love so much told me that a tonnes of reasons of why she rejected me... Chew...wat the... Sien qu...make me wanna sok qu...

A must Read!!

Here's what I wrote last nite when I can't go online... Haha....

I am just too tired tonight… So many thing happened in one day… Went to the library with andy… Breakfast with andy and kui mui… Haha…life is just so weird… Once a stranger can also eventually turn into good mate and buddy… I never expected it 3 years ago… Many things has changed… More friends left compared to 3 years ago… They left for their studies…overseas and local… Different places…all have their own dream in mind… I also has left my house for something I left two years ago and now I am coming back for it… No matter how long the time takes, I shall never give up on myself… I will never let down of the people who has high hopes in me… After library, went back home for a good lunch with my family… Lol…didn’t actually had a really nice meal with them since I came back from KK… Cause I spend too much time with my friends… Oh well…what to do…kids nowadays are like this… I did felt a bit sorry la… Not to say what but I told myself that I must spend more time home next time I come back… To the airport, my parents send me there… Everything was so far so good… Send farewell message to some friends of mine… Really grateful and thankful to all of them… Haha…the weather turn dark suddenly… And my plane got delayed… So sad…my cousin waiting for me waited for me for so long at KK airport… I did send a sms to him bout the delay yet he said he din receive any msg from me… N thought I brought him to Holland… aiks…life… Once again, I am back to the hostel and shall spend the next two months here… I just hope time passes quicker… Yeah…going to countdown day by day from now on… La la la…

Less Than 24 Hours...

Aiks...tomolo tis time will be back to maktab de hostel le... Haha...another lonely day n nites there.. N tis time is gonna be two months ei... Lol...so sien at times..but i promise myself to adapt myself to it the best possible way... Tend to think too much again nowadays... Aiks...God, pls help me la... I just wanna concentrate myself on the studies la... La la la...

Like

The reason why I dun wanna tell u that I like u is so that u will appreciate my love more. I must let u know that it's not so easy to own me. I am the special one. U should never look down on my ability.

Ham Force

G-Force...indeed a good movie... Haha..i learned a lot from the movie... Love...animals... Lol...go for it ba... Anyway,the main point is that our Ham Group committee will have new title called Ham Force_______ from now on... Wahahhahaha...cool leh... Yeah!!

Dear oh Dear...

oh dear oh dear...it's the fourth day I am back le.. 2 more days to be back again... Haha...having fun everyday from morning till night... Lol...changes...sending friends to airport who are leaving for overseas studies... Wow...limteh-ing with friends from different uni now...mind still fresh of the days back in form 6.. Haha...everything is just so far so good... Oh well..the onli not so good thing is that I haven touch my KTM assignment de... Omg...4 more days to do it..i promise myself to do it tomolo... Tonight going for movies... Yeah...

Jia you ba,Allen!!

The heart in me felt warm with the presence of so many friends of mine. But when it's time to part I felt really unwell. I will miss them. Without them, I dunno who am I to hope for. I felt lonely. I admit it, I do feel emo at times. Thinking of this and that. What might happen in times to come. What is wrong and right. Really troublesome. I dun like the feeling and the world seems to be like that all the time. Which is the right way to move? How shall I do it? Oh My God... Aikz...life without target and mission is meaningless. There is something just in front of me now yet I dun know if I shall go towards it la. Haha...so many choices at times...yet the choosing part is just so hard. Jia you ba,Allen!!

Selamat Hari Raya!!

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all my muslim friends!!! Have a nice raya ya... Hahaha...i m going back today... Will be free from all homeworks!!! Lol...just got time for limteh nia... La la la...

Friendsss

Life can just be as good as it get nowadays... It's just not as easy to find friends to hang out in this kind of condition... But I am really happy to say that I have really found some...who can share the same topic as mind...good friends... We chat and play together...it was a very enjoyable moment... Today we went to One Borneo together...although tiring but it was a great experience... Watch Tsunami is the so called good place to watch movie...i felt just ok la... Hahaha...walk and walk...shop and shop... Haha...wrote my name...show u guys later...

5 More Days~!~

Yeah...finished the big four assignments le... All gone..now just left those little KKPs nia... But still need to do them during raya la... Haha..at least i know that tomolo is holiday ma... Lol...maybe going out lo... Sien la...stay in hostel...lazy too... Haha..another countdown ongoing...5 more days till the time I will be back to my beloved hometown...Sibu~~ La la la...the weather is getting hot again these days... So,everyone drink more water ya... Muahahahah...

Final Destination

Another day out in the city...watch the movie Final Destination... I realize that life can just be so short and it may be gone in just a few seconds... Omg...the scene was really scary and awful la... I nearly screamed out just now... All the people in the movie died... The fate can never be change when it is destined to be like that for us... No matter what you do..it's still the same...

Come And Go!!~~

Love just come around and goes back around again and again... Sometimes I just feel like losing myself to this world. Although there's love around me, I just feel really weird la... That kind of love make me felt as if I am someone else. Without that love, I can do much better... I dun like the feeling of being controlled... The mind of someone who is so over the sky really hurts others who would really just wanna do good for others...

It's just so unfair for ppl...i have no more to say...speechless...the World is not like the one i used to know before...

Dare to Believe

Dare to Believe

Everybody Knows:
You can't be all things to all people.
You can't do all things at once.
You can't do all things equally well.
You can't do all things better than everyone else.
Your humanity is showing just like everyone else's.

So:
You have to find out who you are, and be that.
You have to decide what comes first, and do that.
You have to discover your strengths, and use them.
You have to learn not to compete with others,
Because no one else is in the contest of *being you*.

Then:
You will have learned to accept your own uniqueness.
You will have learned to set priorities and make decisions.
You will have learned to live with your limitations.
You will have learned to give yourself the respect that is due.
And you'll be a most vital mortal.

Dare To Believe:
That you are a wonderful, unique person.
That you are a once-in-all-history event.
That it's more than a right, it's your duty, to be who you are.
That life is not a problem to solve, but a gift to cherish.
And you'll be able to stay one up on what used to get you down.

~ Author Unknown ~

I got this poem from somewhere in this big big world... N i decide to share it with all of u here...

Unimas oh unimas!!~~@@

What a day...what a month...what a year... Walao...after exactly 2 months leaving Unimas...today they tell me that I actually haven pay the school fees yet... Really wth... Haha...I thought I have paid it le and now I actually have an extra RM1500 in the pocket... Chew... Haha...lol...the thing is i got my receipt that time lo... N i really did register in myself lo... Chew...n now they tell me i haven pay them de...wat about the money i wanna claim before... Omg...wat a way Unimas deal with their business oh... Haiz...life...

090909

Yeah...it's 090909 le... haha...wat a special day oh... La la la...discuss assignment till now with my friends... lol..tis is Pre-U life la.. Who cares wat time u sleep la... Hahahaha...u can do watever u want but just don't over do it jiu ok le... Wahahahhaa...Happy Birthday to Shakinah and Tong Kai ya... Best of luck to the both of you... Have a nice day ya...

Time N Time!!

Time..time..i know,i know... it takes time to prove a lot of things... But it's really hard at times.. I don't like the way they do things. They can just take it so easy and leave so many things behind.. WTF... Never care of others for God's sake... Owh... Haiz...5.5 more years to go... Where is my beloved friends has gone to? I can't find any of them here ah!!! Sien qu...everyday face the same situation... Those who are good also not so good.. Just like a person with hands but dunno how to use them... I am really confused... I don't mind if u can see this or not but if u can, can u pls change? i hate it and you are really a noob. Think for your own sake. Haiz..

A Letter For You!!

Dear Secret Girl,

I am writing here to tell you that I never realize that you were so important to me before this. But maybe just because we were like friends. I didn't like the way the other guy say the romantic words to you. It hurt me more than anything. How are you now? What's up with studies? I still don't want to let too many people know bout this secret feeling of mine including you. Maybe because of my weak courage. I like you deeply into my heart. My feelings wouldn't be wrong. If he dares to say I love you, I would dare to say I love you a million years! Take care, my dear secret girl.

Love,
Pasta

LIFE

LIFE
The future is still so bleak,
Road ahead not so clear,
Feeling is just not right,
What have I done to myself.

I did it and there is no return,
Life goes on,
No time to feel regret,
What to do.

20 shines in my mind,
Graduate at 25,
Work 5 years,
What about after that.

Go on with it,
Go for master or not,
Love still bears so far away,
Where and when is the time.

Family,
Friends,
Church,
Work.

6 Things Ahead

This weekend things to do:
1)MT2 Assignment-Left Questions
2)MT1 Assignment-Notes
3)KBL-Sort the datas
4)BMT-Type the data
5)BI Assignment-Find and type the suitable short story and academic text
6)KTM Assignment-Find suitable topic
So, i have 6 assignments to rush... Haha...life in IP is like this de la... I really dun wanna rush them in the last minute la... But sometimes I am really forced to do so la... Lol...15 more days to Raya...

Rain N Hot

Rain for three days and I can't online for that three days...wat a sok thing... Haha..and now the hot weather is back... Lol...online to update my facebook lo... Hot computer room...

Sep 2009

I am back to my dearest school after a great and maple holiday. I took my time to up 6 levels this holiday and it has come the time to end. Now I am sitting in the library and online as usual. Try to find some info for my Maths 2 assignments. Finish one, comes another one straight away. By the way, it's September liao...so soon another month has gone by... And now it's the last one third of year 2009... Oh well, appreciate what you have and don't regret for it when it's too late... Bear this in mind ba..