Saturday, October 18, 2008

A Day Of Sad Truth But Happily Dealt~~


U don't know,do you? U never know,right? Or u just act like you don't know? Don't u dare come in front of me and show me that innocent face of yours. If I had the ability,I would have slap you without a doubt. U have been cheating my feelings towards you all these while. What the? How can this be happening to me? I tried to think so positively over the night but then I told myself,I really can't do so. I cannot betray my own feelings. I am not someone easily fooled. U may think that I am a very crazy type and not the quiet type. But honestly,I don't really have much friends who can share with me and talk non-stop before form 6. I don't like to talk. I am not that crazy if you really like this term. Are you sure of what you are telling me? One more time,can you repeat what you said? Oh well,are you out of your mind to be telling me all of these? Argh...you claim that you don't feel that there's a real connection between us... Do you realize how much I was hurt after you spit those words from your beloved mouth of yours? I can't do anything then as I was speechless there. Clueless,can't think of anything. I only wanna shut down my com and get out of here once and for all. Why am I still here talking to with you? The thing is that I really actually pour out my feelings for you and I never regret doing so. I just hope that you can stay happy when I am not around. Please don't forget what we have shared all these while. I don't want any reply just hope that you will let me continue to care for you. Stay happy cause I will certainly be back after our big "war" is over!^-^

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

allen, what happened? really, what happenened?

Allen said...

oh well,something unpleasant happened on friday night... a long and sad story unfolded in just a few minutes time~~

Anonymous said...

Love is something complicated... maybe the one u love dun love u~ hahaha...
hmm... u juz got 2 ways to walk...
Road A : u can continue love her... Love her but not own her...
Road B : u can juz go away... and forget her...

Juz do watever u wan with thinking deeply, if not u will regret when u old...

Dun forget.. Life juz once...

And thinking deeply to wat i say, maybe i also wrong in tis kind of problem... so dun believe so much in wat i hav say... jia you ba...

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