W880i

Hehe...i got my new hand phone le... After so long of suffering using that noob hand phone,finally... I can change to a much better one... So happy..hehe... I love my W880i ah~~~

My Presents...

Happy Birthday To Me^-^

Happy Birthday To me~~~ La la la...so high~~~ Thanx so much to all those well wishers... Hehe... Jia you oh... I am so happy... What a great day... Muahahahahaha...

Birthday party~~

Wow..last nite was my best nite ever... My favourite birthday in my life so far~~~ I celebrated with my friends at my place.. We ate,we sang and we played... Durian..cakes..all sorts of good food~~ La la la.. Karaoke time...almost all of us sang.. I hafta thanx Mr.Teo for his hi-fi system... If not,there will never any way we could have sang songs tat nite... Lolz...plus the PS which derek brought... Haha...thanx so much too all who came oh~~~ o ya..thanx a lot for the gifts too.. I will never forget all of u... U r all my best friends.. haha... O ya,my chief planner...thanx a lot for the lucky draw which u have prepared...very fun indeed... durian,durian~~~ Yeah..i will post up some photos some time later..now really not free enough~~

Ups And Downs -_-

When we have been through a lot of things,we can actually see things and experiences something we have never ever think before. We do things not for the sake ourselves only but those around us too. Life's not like what we think. Nothing is easy nowadays. But not everything is complicated too. No need so down. Ups n downs are just something common.

A Boy And A Girl~~

Once upon a time,a boy really fall deeply for a girl. He can anything just to please that girl. Now,everything has changed. The boy doesn't has the same feeling he has for the girl like before anymore. The boy just hope that the girl can live happily always. No matter what happens,the boy never regret for what he has done in the past. From now on till after the big war of the both of them...the boy can only pray and wishes the girl all the best silently in his heart.

High...high...

Haha...5 more days till my biggest birthday so far in my life... La la la...tis year..I will have 20++ friends who will celebrate together with me at my place. Haha..thanx a lot to my mum~~~ That will be in 3 days time.. Cool...so high..can't wait for that day to arrive...

Hurt~~

This picture was chosen to be here for a reason and only those who are wise knows what I am talking about!

Err,what hurts us the most? Sometimes we try to avoid the things so much that we don't even realize that we have started our pain and was hurt since a long time ago. Just because of our naiveness,we are still thinking how will we be hurt one day when we really got stuck in the trap. I am sick mentally for a few days for I was hurt deeply by a person who told me the truth of something. I just can't accept it for the time being. The truth is not like what all of you think. Tears rolled down my cheek a few times too. But then,I also realize one important thing. My feelings for her was not as deep as I have thought for all these while. I don't love her as much as I have like her. I doubt if anyone of you would understand me now. I am a little bit blur with the things I am saying now too. My life has suddenly change to something so different from before. She was just someone who I was lying on in making myself more happy. I was right on what I have told my friends. Oh well,the past is the past. I want to live a new beginning from now on. No more thinking of history. By the way,history is nice if you like it but it is super boring when you start to dislike it. So,I certainly won't make myself think of some unhappy memories of mine.

我真的不懂

我真的不懂她到底是怎么想 的。。我又能够做些什么。。心真的真的好乱哦！！烦恼啊，烦恼。。你到底何时可以离开我啊？不要在这样。。好吗？我是个很平凡到不能在平凡的人。。不期待 完美只要看到一点结果就很好了。。难道这么简单的一件事都不能帮我完成吗？你要点时间，我愿意给你。。你要多少我都愿意给你。。只要你跟我说一声。。现在 的我，心情真的好差，好不开心哦。。无人能帮到我！！好想大哭一场。。Ｔ＿Ｔ

A Day Of Sad Truth But Happily Dealt~~

U don't know,do you? U never know,right? Or u just act like you don't know? Don't u dare come in front of me and show me that innocent face of yours. If I had the ability,I would have slap you without a doubt. U have been cheating my feelings towards you all these while. What the? How can this be happening to me? I tried to think so positively over the night but then I told myself,I really can't do so. I cannot betray my own feelings. I am not someone easily fooled. U may think that I am a very crazy type and not the quiet type. But honestly,I don't really have much friends who can share with me and talk non-stop before form 6. I don't like to talk. I am not that crazy if you really like this term. Are you sure of what you are telling me? One more time,can you repeat what you said? Oh well,are you out of your mind to be telling me all of these? Argh...you claim that you don't feel that there's a real connection between us... Do you realize how much I was hurt after you spit those words from your beloved mouth of yours? I can't do anything then as I was speechless there. Clueless,can't think of anything. I only wanna shut down my com and get out of here once and for all. Why am I still here talking to with you? The thing is that I really actually pour out my feelings for you and I never regret doing so. I just hope that you can stay happy when I am not around. Please don't forget what we have shared all these while. I don't want any reply just hope that you will let me continue to care for you. Stay happy cause I will certainly be back after our big "war" is over!^-^

Wheel Of Life^_^

My Principles~^-^~

1. Don't love when you don't even know how to define love.
2. Enjoy life while you still can as you will grow old everyday.
3. Do your best to live your life till the fullest.
4. Don't waste your time on something meaningless as you like.
5. Cheat on yourself but don't make the people around you got affected too.
6. Tell me that you can do it don't really satisfy me as you haven't show me the result.
7. Bluff as much as you can for you are the owner but don't spill your sadness here.
8. Good will always defeat all evil.
9. Like charges repel,unlike charges attracts as boys like girls.
10.Everyone should have some principles of their own.

How Nice Can This Be Then??

So much pain from inside till outside these few days~~~ Argh...how to face so much difficulties at one time oh? To get up and get going once again is not an easy thing to do. I don't like it but gotta accept if too. Please don't smile when u r unhappy or cry when u r happy. Don't u think that this is really really weird ma? Haiz..some ppl just like to act so much... U might as well go on n be a actor next time.. Just be urself. Don't betray ur own personality for others. Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh....................-_- not cool at all~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

说个笑话给我听，好吗？

不知几时开始养成的习惯，我难过的时候，

总会发封讯息给你。

很简单的讯息，内容是∶不如，你说个笑话给我听，好吗？

我不会告诉你，当时的我心里有多难过，有多想被安慰，

我只是，要求你说个笑话给我听.......

笑话好不好笑，对我来说不重要，重要的是你愿意说给我听。

收到你简讯的我，总会笑着说∶你的笑话，根本不是笑话嘛。

不过，我笑了。

慢慢的....

我知道了，我难过的时候，最想的是你，而不是你的笑话........

A N S W E R - T R U T H F U L L Y

1. Do you like anyone?
~ Yes.

2. Do they know it?
~Yes.

3. Simple or complicated?
~Complicated

IN - T H E - L A S T - M O N T H - H A V E - Y O U

4. Bought something:
~Ya

5. Gotten sick?
~Ya,for a few days liao

6. Been hugged?
~yes. mummy daddy when i was young.

7. Felt stupid?
~yes.

8. Talked to an ex
~err..no la..just sms nia

9. Missed someone
~yes.

10. Failed a test
~yap..

11. Danced
~ once in a while la..

12. Gotten your hair cut?
~ yes. just one week ago ba..

13. Lied
~ Yes.

U N I Q U E

14. Nervous habits?
~fingers will feel cold.

15. Are you double jointed?
~wat's this?

16. Can you roll your tongue?
~ yea..

17. Can you raise one eyebrow?
~ can.

18. Can you cross your eyes?
~how to cross....??

19. Do you make your bed daily?
~seldom la..

20. Do you think you are unique?
~i guess so..

H A V E - Y O U - E V E R'S

21. Said "I Love you"
~Yes.

22. Given money to a homeless person
~no gua~~can't remember

23. Smoked?
~ never..and never will

24. Waited all night for a phone call?
~ never..

25. Snuck out?
~snuck out?

26. Sat and looked at the stars?
~Sometimes when I miss someone far away

M A N N E R S

27. Do you swear/curse?
~ sometimes when i m really really angry

28. Do you ever spit?
~ yes. when i m sick

29. You cook your own food?
~haha...never,mum too nice liao..

30. You do your own chores?
~ of course la..who can help?

31. You like beef jerky?
~nope...

32. You're happy with your life?
~currently yes ba...dunno eh...depends on how i feel lo~~

33. You own a dog?
~Nope.

34. You spend your money wisely?
~Yes..

35. Do you like to swim?
~Still ok de la.... Once in a while will go swim..

36. When you get bored do you call a friend
~Nope..just sms~~

D O - Y O U - P R E F E R'S

37. Flowers or angels?
~angels

38. Gray or black?
~black

39. Color or black and white photos?
~ color

40. Lust or love?
~love

41. Sunrise or sunset?
~sunset

42. M&Ms or Skittles?
~ M&Ms.

43. Staying up late or waking up early?
~waking up early..normally do so..

44. Being hot or cold?
~cold...cooler

45. Winter or Fall?
~ winter..

46. Left or right?
~ right

47. Having 10 acquaintances or 2 best friends?
~ 2 best friends..more trustworthy..

48. Sunshine or rain?
~rain..cause she likes it..

M O R E-H A V E-Y O U-E V E R'S

49. Been Dumped?
~ Never..haha..

50. Stolen money from a friend?
~Never..i trust my friends

51. Been in a fist fight?
~No gua..can't recall...

52. Snuck out of your house?
~ Hehe..nope.

53. Had a crush on a teacher?
~Ya...when i was so young...so long ago liao la...

54. Seen someone die?
~ nope...no such experience..

55. Been on an airplane?
~Yes.

56. Slept all day?
~Erm... i m not a pig la...

57. Missed someone so much it hurt?
~ Yes..

58. Fallen asleep during school?
~ nope..no so pro..

59. Been lonely?
~ sometimes when i think too much..

60. Cheated in a game?
~yes..

61. Been to the ER?:
~Wat's tat? Can explain??

62. Been in a car accident?
~Nope..luckily...

63. Had detention?
~ nope...

64. Missed your first love?
~sometimes...when I am sot sot de...

65. Cried yourself to sleep?
~Chew...why like this? cry can make ppl sleep de meh??

66. Sung in the shower?
~ never~~i wash myself very quietly de..

67. Kissed a complete stranger?
~ Chew..no way!!

68. Laughed so hard you cried?
~Yes, always!

69. Cheated on a bf/gf?
~i don't have one..so..

70. Regretted hurting someone?
~normally will de la.. Haiz..

71. Regretted loving someone?
~ never..love jiu shi love la..why care so much??

I tag:
1. Iris(this is the first tag, so do it!)
2. Barbara (do if u want..)
3. Steven (copy from urs de..haha..)
4. Kee Hung (Try la..)
5. Jenlung (PMR le..still online??)
6. Andrew (Jia you ba..)
7. Lesley (Dunno u ever seen my blog ma..)
8. Kui Mui (Long time no see u liao...)

Jia you,friend~~~~

Oh well,it's just not good in just looking at our past sometimes.... What can we do about it? No matter how good we have done,that will only be our sweet memories or bitter nightmares. There's no turning back for us as we as humans,should always hope a better and nice future. Looking forward will bring us to another step in our life. What to do if we die one day and then realize that we haven't done any meaningful things during the whole of our life? No regrets,pal... I know that we can never expect good things to happen to us everyday. We do our best and be like others who are working as hard as we do. Don't always think of failure. Please think of your love ones before you wanna make any kind of decision which would eventually affect yourself and the one beside you. Thank God that He grant me a such nice and peaceful family to me.... So,we will meet again in my next blog post... I certainly hope for better thinking then~~^-^

只因我在乎

我。。

逃避见你的机会

逃避你的邀约

逃避你的请求

逃避你的憎恨

逃避你的冷淡

逃避你的假面

逃避你的‘热情’

逃避你的开心

只因我在乎。。

A Droplet Of Life

Today is the 8th of October liao~~ 40 more days till my big big test oh... So,everyone who will be taking the test must be well prepared oh..dun get overstress... Oh well,don't ever be too proud or too sad with the results you got in ur 2nd trial.. It all means nothing if you cannot prove urself in the real test!!! This is the truth and it's the only truth... Haha..do remember to plan a timetable for urself. You do not need to make it too complex... La la la...everything has been just fine these few days.. Just that I am not that please with results that my friend got la.. She is facing so much problems yet I feel like I can't help her de. So sad la.. Sien~~ I can only advice her and do nothing more.... How ah.... I just hope that she can be tougher and face life the positive way. Haiya...life is really unpredictable la.. Sometimes we like it yet sometimes we just don't wanna keep on living in this world. What to do? We have been brought to this World by our beloved parents of us. Then,just be happy la.... Don't always keep a bitter face and try smile more la.. Hehz...

My Lovely 2nd Trial~~

Hahahaha…..2nd Trial….. This is the place where I made my stamp!! I have finally did what I had failed to do for so long… I have never achieve such feat during my 2 years in form 6… This time was the last school exam for me before the real test, STPM… And I was determined to score well. No one can stop me now.. Oh well, I have done quite well this time. And this was not out of my expectation.. Anyway, I will continue to push for the big one. I will not stop here..

Missed You On The Way

Can Cry Really Help?

We can cry and cry sometimes just to relief ourselves... But can we change a fact? Can we do anything just to make things more beautiful? Hehe..dun be too 天真 la... It's not as easy as u seems.
One of my friends told me these "哭是女生最擅长的。。。虽然哭不能解决事情，但可以发出心中少许的不满，委屈呀。。。" Honestly speaking,I,myself will cry out once in a while to release the pressure and burden i m carrying all this while... I dun wanna make myself sok qu... I can't control my tears from rolling down my cheek quietly. I can't hide forever. What to do? I am also a normal human being. Just alone in this week,I had cry for a few times for my beloved friend who has gone to a really far place. Normally,we see a girl cry but please don't be surprise if anyone of u see me crying. This is me and no one can change me. I don't like to a metamorphosis. Hehe...I am not the kind of man who thinks that they "流血不流泪" Jia you to those of you who wanna cry out but don't have the guts to do so. Don't keep too much inside ur heart oh~~

Liao Wu~~

Dun wanna talk much today~~ Haiz..sometimes we are just too wu liao qu... Doing nonsense anywhere we like... Does anyone of you know where are we tat time? Lolz..

~Sigh~

~Sigh~ It's the month of October... Less than a quarter of the year 2008 left. Haha..I actually like the month of October a lot since it's the month which I had been brought to this big big World. I usually have year-end exam in this kind of time every time but there is an exception this year. I am having my final exam as a student in my beloved,Methodist Secondary School. "The STPM" Dunno if I have to be happy or not la... Just that I will surely enjoy my birthday really really much. Err,actually I take my birthday as my most important event of the year. I will never miss it for anything else. Oh well,I think that everyone should do the same thing but it's your choice to follow or not la.

~anyway_all is over~

其实别人的招数 我们都懂 没有什么不同

故作软弱 撒娇害羞

做起来会有点别扭

單純得像傻瓜 愛了不會保留

相信这一次会不一样

却又再一次 受伤

总相信付出会有代价

代价原来 只是一句 傻瓜。。