Hahaz..cincai write de!!

Well,people!! Is it that if the old ones don't go then the new ones will never come into the equation? Haha..i really dunno the answer e.. People have a very weird heart. Thet tend to like this and that and in the end there are a huge amount of things he like. This may bring happiness to he,himself but what is the effect brought by him to the so called huge amount of things he like? Will they be hurt? Will they be happy too? Well..the answer is no. So,can this action be stopped. Don't be too open-shoulder that u think u can share ur love with so many people. Just tell urself..one is enough. Don't be too selfish! God doesn't like it. Respect others and u will be respected too. That's all for now.

Uniform Camp 2008

La la la..i went to the Uniform Camp organized by the Boys' Brigade and Girls' Brigade this year from the 26th till 27th of May. The camp was really great. I have dreamed of joining this camp since a long time ago although i had manage to do so last year but that was different because back then,i was an officer for the uniform camp then. So,this can be my first time joining this camp as a participant for the Prefect Group. We got permission from our Prefects' adviser,Mr.Wong. He gave us the green light and tell us that if we want to join in the camp,we must achieve the best. So,i gather the 16 people for the prefect team. Gathering people was never easy because some might be in at one day and then out another day. Until the last day before the camp,there were still changes. But then,the good news is that we manage to form a true team of 16 members,8 zone leaders(Allen Yong,Sien Ding,Tien Yong,Sing Teck,Xuan Yuan,Andy Ko,Bernard Chieng,Jin Mei) and another 8 prefects(Tiong Kuok,Sii Chuan,Chiung Hao,Mim Mim,How Lie,Doreen,Siaw Wei,Amy Wong). We went in as a team and we walk out as a team. We achieved others don't think we can achieve. Now,we were separated into different groups. The group names are such as scooby dooby doo..haha,my team. next,we were assigned to our rooms,prefects were all put inside one room. So high..we cleaned our rooms and next we go for the ice breaking. We designed our flag and think of our slogan. Ahahaha..our slogan was Scooby Dooby Doo,where are you? We are here!!! Huh(Bark like dogs)..LOl,so noob de.. We present our flags and slogans. Next,is a little ice breaking game. The game was ok and it ended quite early like about 10.30am. After that,is the training time for tonight's cultural night. Everyone was really excited about it. We got The Hollow Man and The Hulk for the drama. The Music Video we got was When You Believe by Mariah Carey. We think and think and in the end we got our ideas. The Hulk will be me while the Hollow man will be Tien Yong..My girlfriend was Andy Ko. The MV part was mostly acted out by Sing Teck and Andy Ko(Angel). So,we practice and practice. At about 2,we stopped and went over to the games part. The games were not so fun actually but it was made more merrier by the appearance of the wolves who can steal person from one's group. We were lucky not to get caught. Haha..you can't catch us! We ran here and there shouting our slogan. Really tired but had fun with my team. O ya,forgot to mention..i was the team's leader. Why? Because i talk too much and i look like a dog. The game ended at about 5. We took our bath and then it was the last rehearsal for the cultural night. We prepared all our tools and practice a few more times. At 7,it was time for us to move over to the hall. We were the 6th group to perform. Not nervous at first but getting more and more nervous when we are nearer. In the end,it was our turn. We act out the drama first. The whole thing was really fast. Haha,the last move I made stole the limelight. i march forward to the middle and fallout there. I gave a peace to everyone and everyone laughed. The teacher was shocked and all 6 of laugh too. Next,is the MV part,we did really well too. We must really thank Andy Ko for what he has contribute to the team. He acted out the part of a girl for both drama and MV. Haha..at about 10,everything was over. We went back to prepare for our sleep. Then,it was sleeping time. The next morning,we woke up at 5 for the marching. We practice a few times and then go for our bath next. At 7,we gathered at the canteen for our breakfast. While having breakfast,our teacher(Ling Nga Hung) came over to congratulate us for doing so well last night. We achieved no.1 for the cultural night. We were the second team to march. We marched but what cannot be omitted was mistakes. Some didn't do quite well as others while some exceed their expectation. We saw other groups marching. They were really good but we must always know that we took just 3 days time to train out this batch of prefects. We should be really proud of ourselves. Now,for the closing ceremony,it was also the prize presentation time. I actually went up stage 2 times. I got no.2 in games for scooby doo team and i got the best actor prize. O ya,Andy Ko got the best actress prize. The overall champion was Red Crescent,we manage to get no.5. We should always be grateful with what God has given us. La la la..the whole camp was magnificent and how i wish i can come back again next year. But,that will be impossible because by then,we would have finished our student life. Anyway,I love Uniform Camp 2008!!

当他不再爱你的时候。。。。。。

当他不再爱你的时候，不要再给他打电话。你的一句我想你，只能换来他的沉默。比沉默更让你难过的是，他说---那有什么办法呢。

　　当他不再爱你的时候，不要再给他发e-mail， 不要再试图用文字唤起他的回忆，打动他的心，如果你的人不能打动他，那么即使你用文字感动他一回，换来片刻温存，温存过后的大片空白只能让你更加难过。

　　当他不再爱你的时候，不要再关注他的生活，不要再关心他的一举一动。他的生活就是他的生活，你的生活也只属于你。如果不需要分享，那么就独自承担悲欢。

　　当他不再爱你的时候，不要勉强自己出现在有他的场合，不需要在热闹的人群里被迫伪装你的不在乎。即使选择回避，也绝不是软弱，如果可以，选择平静的寂寞，让自己的伤口慢慢愈合。

　　当他不再爱你的时候，不要幻想你可以在他心里留下一滴泪。即使有一瞬间他被你的眼泪打动，只要他不再爱你，他被你打动的时间绝不会比你流泪的时间长。

　　当他不再爱你的时候，别去怨恨，也别去问他，也别问自己，为什么他会这么绝情，为什么他可以这么快就忘掉。甚至怀疑他根本就没有喜欢过你，而一切仿佛只是一场骗局。

　　当他不再爱你的时候，读书是转移疼痛最好的办法。不要纵容自己喝酒，抽烟。即使你再痛，也不要给自己借口放纵。

　　当他不再爱你的时候，不要让眼泪淹没了你曾经灿烂的笑容，你还是原来那个可爱的你。

　　当他不再爱你的时候，相信我，所有的一切，都有风淡云清的一天，总有一天，你看到他，就像看到一张桌子那么简单。因为从失恋中走出来的，有你，也有我 ！

Haha..so,what's the point?

I am in a deep dilemma right now..the choices given to me is so hard tat i could hardly make my decision..is my decision right or wrong depends on who or even what? I really dun know what to do.. Anyway,if u r reading this..this does only apply to you but also to anyone in the world who wanna be successful in doing something which u like.. I love this and that but sometimes this and that are really really not good enough for me..whether or not the thing is for me or not is not for me to decide..So,do i look like i dun understand or i dun wanna understand? Who can tell me if I m right or wrong? Who can judge me? Who can give me the best possible answer? Who is the one most suitable to me? Can our different background determine everything? Can the World be so cruel? Can i do anything to change this cruel fate? Am i bringing myself into another big trouble? What's wrong with this World? Or is the world really turning upside down these days? I m moving towards a hole which the deepness is unthinkable..can anyone save me? Anyone out there who has experienced the same thing?? Why...please share with me..Lol..

I actually learned a very important lesson in these few days.. It's something not only concerning me but about all the boys around..Haiz..how to say la? Actually it is something really hard to say but i have no choice but to shout it out now!!! WE,BOYS should not always be too over-confident in doing something especially when u r dealing with ur love affair..it's funny when u come to think of it..U think that u have got it,but actually u have not even started that particular relationship..so stupid of u..Or shall I so "Tian Zhen" of u!! Or...U r actually a lame noob! I gain a lesson from one of my close friend..he has been in it already..so,I trust him and i wanna share his way with all of u here..he told me that,if u wanna start a relationship with a girl... What should u do? Haha..tis is the interesting part..a lot of us got caught up here..If we begin to step into the hole we should not have step in,we r all dead n buried..all is gone..if it is good,ok lo..i wish the couple all the best..now,how to know if the hole is suitable to step in or not leh? If u keep on smsing with the girl,u must be feeling really happy..but i can tell u that u really shouldn't be tat happy!Becoz the girl dun really care for u..this is call one sided love..haha..sorzai..so,hav u learn the lesson?

Complains and still complains!

We always tend to complain too much about all sorts of things surrounding us.. When can we start to appreciate them more than how we treat them? Why is the world full of people like this? See..I am starting to complain again.. Haiz..I really dunno how to solve it.. So many problems..if can,I really hope that i can find myself a counseling teacher to counsel me.. I have neglected some of the souls around me these dark day of my life and even add another few so called good friends into my cabinet of friends.. So..

La la la..Who can help?

Haiz..how to help ourself when the teacher who are suppose to give us guidance can't even help us? We by then will hopeless..no one to depend on..some parents will never listen to their child..so,in the end..we might just have to depend on our own ability to survive this horror life..full of obstacles which we might not be able to overcome..How hard and painful our life can turn into depend on how we live it! If we ourself too had give up hope on ourself,then,who else can do anything to help us.. The problem is there is a lot of things we can't do alone but needs the help of the ones surrounding us.. So,every soul and living things around us are useful to us..no matter how essential or weak is the thing..We must all appreciate the things we had now or else we will definitely regret one day later..we must never get angry by the for all the things that occur are all because of you yourself.. You can blame no one except yourself..