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Chronicles and Haywire!>.
2012-02-02T23:47:00.001+08:00

2 movies today and I was deeply disappointed in the both of them, Chronicles and Haywire. Well, the way they shoot the movie was just too old fashioned and boring. I was actually spending 1/3 of the time sleeping in the cinema. Nothing actually was able to attract me in the eyes. So dull was the word I can use to describe the story line. How great of me to spend RM10 for 2 movies like that and end up wasting my time there as well. Luckily we manage to pay ourselves back with the KFC meal afterward. Hehe, yeah! Had KFC and was deeply satisfy with that part of the day. After that, we went on shopping for the things we needed before going back to the hostel at around 8.30pm. All in all, good day. Just the movies, oh well. Have a nice weekend ahead people!^^

Happy February~~^^

2012-02-01T00:30:00.001+08:00

Alright, here I am once again early in the morning of the first day of February 2012. Just had a simple tea time with my friends at Hajara Curry House and now my mind is full of ideas. Somehow the feelings just flow as it is and I can't even figure out where it's landing now. What a life I have had all this while. Oh well, what to do. People do change and I know I can't do to much to cure this. I am scare that I am changing as something unexpected might just be happening slowly step by step without me realizing it. How scary would that be. Oh my.

So swiftly one month has passed by. We are into the second month of the year and there are much more things to look forward to. Assignments and exercises rushing in. Which means more money needed to be spend on. I really hope that I can do my budgeting well so that I can spend my precious money on other stuffs. Anyway, a printer has been added into my collection yesterday. I have finally decided that it's time to own one after pursuing my studies here for such a long time. It's hard to make a decision at times but once we have made up our minds, there shall never be anymore second thoughts! Just do it, as we know that never try, never know. So, goodbye and so long to you! I shall set sail and be a goner once again! Wahahahaha..have a nice February people~^^

Enjoy To The Blast!^^

2012-01-28T17:36:00.002+08:00

Coming into the 6th day of CNY just make me feel more and more unfeel of going back to KK. It's just like yesterday. I just celebrated the first day of CNY and now we are coming to the end. Oh my, why is the holidays always shorter than the school days? I guess most of the students will be asking the same question as me up until when we really start working in the society. Lol, yeah, working is really not an easy thing to deal with. I can feel it from the face and expression of my friends who are currently working now. Anyway, I still have about less than 3 years to go in my studies. This 3 years is gonna be a blast and I will surely make it as wonderful as possible! Hahahhaa...come on, Happy Holidays in the last few days ya ppl~~ Good day..^^

What To Expect?>.
2012-01-26T08:23:00.002+08:00

Sometimes we just have to live just as it is right now and hoping for the best of things to happen. We just can't expect everything to be as good as we think all the time. Oh well, What to do? We are not God and we cannot predict what might happen to us the very next second we start doing anything. This is pure genius of me. I went out playing futsal with a group of friends of mine on the second day of CNY. And what happened was that my leg got injured. How great. I don't blame anyone but myself for my naiveness in don't know how to play the right futsal. I was so frustrated and sad! But then, I still accept the fact that it was my choice at the first place. So, good luck to me for the next few days then. It will be a long long days ahead!^^

Every Month's Day 14!^^

2012-01-23T20:36:00.002+08:00

‎1 月 14 日 - 日记情人节 Diary Day

2 月 14 日 - 西洋情人节 Valentines's Day

3 月 14 日 - 白色情人节 White Day

4 月 14 日 - 黑色情人节 Black Day

5 月 14 日 - 玫瑰情人节 Rose Day

6 月 14 日 - 亲吻情人节 Kiss Day

7 月 14 日 - 银色情人节 Silver Day

8 月 14 日 - 绿色情人节 Green Day

9 月 14 日 - 音乐情人节 / 相片情人节 Music Day / Photo Day

10 月 14 日 - 葡萄酒情人节 Wine Day

11 月 14 日 - 橙色情人节 / 电影情人节 Orange Day / Movie Day

12 月 14 日 - 拥抱情人节 Hug Day

The Dinner Before CNY!! Dragon Year!!^^

2012-01-22T18:36:00.000+08:00

What a nice dinner~~ Haha, enjoying the dinner with all my beloved family!! Come on, Dragon Year!^^

Back For CNY!! Hahaha...One Week~~^^

2012-01-21T08:41:00.001+08:00

After 3 weeks of Sem 3, it's time to go back once again. This time is for CNY purpose. Oh well, who wouldn't wanna celebrate this particular festive season with our own family unless there is really a very big barrier in front. Haha, 4 more hours to departure. I shall spend this holiday thinking nothing but enjoy! Haha, no home work or assignment shall dare come near to detriment my time with my family and friends. Come on, once a year only and it's so hardly to have 7 to 8 days of visiting ba. Anyway, hereby I wish all of you an early Happy CNY ya. May the new dragon year bring all of you a prosperous and wonderful new year ahead. Do come by my house if you are free during the whole festive season!! Wahahaha...Gong Xi Fa Cai~~^^

2 More Days In Hell In The Cell!!>.
2012-01-19T21:36:00.001+08:00

The nearer the date gets, the more I feel like my heart is wandering back home dy. Though only 2 more days to go, it just feels like staying in a cage which has no key to open it. All I want now is to leave here as soon as possible. I wish for the time to move faster and there is no need for me to think of all the problems I am currently facing. Tomorrow is a Friday and many will be flying back to their own hometown dy. This shall be my second time staying here and watching all my friends leaving me one by one. This kind of feeling really sucks and I totally despise it. What can I do? I have no earlier ticket to fly back home. So, fine. This will be my last time doing so, the next time I shall book my own CNY ticket. What the hell has it make me to stay here. Come on la. Someone please make the time pass faster!!^^

Happy Belated Birthday Jun Ning!!^^

2012-01-18T23:01:00.000+08:00

One day without blogging has brought me so much changes and many things had occur since the last 48 hours. Well, I went swimming for 2 days in a row after not doing so for so long. Yeah, the feeling was just great! But all of that great feeling had fade away after I learned of something. I actually forgotten my friend, Jun Ning's birthday yesterday..on the 17th of January!! Oh my, how can I ever forget this. I have celebrated her birthday with her beforehand but I actually forgot to wish her on that very day!!! Susahla...ok, so I would like to dedicate this whole paragraph below just for her!! Have a look ya Jun Ning!!

Hi there Jun Ning!! Although I don't think we know each other for a very long time, maybe not even one year ba, but then what I can tell you is that you are a really nice friend indeed. You have brought happiness in my life along with the other group members along with us. We have had fun together and done many great things together. The friendship bond created is not something which can be broken that easily! So, I am really happy to have you as a friend of mine. Without the appearance of you, I would be less perfect. Anyway, Happy Belated Birthday to you ya, my dear friend!! Have a nice year ahead of you ya. Enjoy and all the best!!^^

Come on Monday!! Shake It Off!!

2012-01-16T19:36:00.001+08:00

Monday oh Monday~~ Really look forward for the next Monday to arrive. Haha, it's the first day of the Chinese New Year. The year of the dragon! Come on. Oh well, the feeling of going back home very very soon is just so great! 5 more days, yeah just 5 more days to go. Though I have just been here for 2 weeks, it's like a thousand years apart from home dy. I miss so much back home, I miss my friends there, I miss driving time, I miss church time, I miss the food there, I miss my free time and most of all I miss the air!! So, I am really looking forward to the coming 21st of January! Let's make it a great new year ahead of all of us! Hahahaha..^^

What A Saturday I Had!!

2012-01-15T01:31:00.001+08:00

Shalom people! It's early Sunday morning and I am still here, BLOGGING!! Wahahaha, this is the consequence of watching a winning match. Yeah, I just finished watching Chelsea winning a league game against Sunderland and I am so happy right now. Oh well, since then, I might as well share with you all what I have done yesterday. A busy day indeed starting from early morning till just now at midnight!

I woke up as early as 6.30 am because of the stupid fan I had in my room. It was so noisy that I can't sleep well for the whole night! Woke up and washed some clothes, then suddenly came to learn that my friends are going to play badminton at Likas Stadium. I decided to follow them there but not to play badminton and wanna go swimming instead. But what happened when we were on the way there was that the stadium was closed for public and we had to change venue to the Foochow Association. I had to follow put and had no choice but to follow them and played some badminton. P/S: without any formal attire and wore slippers.

Next destination was to the Hajara Curry House with my friend, Juing. Oh well, I was super hungry that time and no matter what you gave me that time, it would taste like heaven! Then went on to Centre Point at 2pm. Did some shopping and bought some new year stuffs. Oh my, money gone once again. Back to the hostel and had some rest before going out again at 6.30pm for a birthday dinner with my friends. It was for Bernard and Jun Ning's birthday.

We went to E'West Lounge and Cafe. Never been there and the atmosphere was quite good. Haha, enjoyed the food there although it's a little bit expensive. Anyway it was a good and useful experience. After that, we went on to Tanjung Aru Beach for some gossiping and walking along the pathway of the beach. Hehe, nice one. I really think that we should do this more often la, people!

Well, you might think that it's quite late dy that time when I reach hostel at 10.25pm but the story doesn't end there. The night was still young and I went on to Hajara Curry House with my classmates and watched a Chelsea match until 1am in the morning! Luckily they won and I can have a nice day today. Come on Chelsea. Oh yeah, what a day I had yesterday. So pack and full. Anyway, I just can't wait for 6 days to come. It's time to go back once again. Yeah!!^^ Have a nice weekend people! :)

Haha..Tight Schedule Once Again!!

2012-01-14T00:27:00.002+08:00

Tonight...Birthday Party
15/1...Christmas cum CNY Party
16/1...
17/1...Church Gathering
18/1...Pesta Angpau
19/1...Church Youth Gathering
20/1...TGIF
21/1...Sibu, Here I Come!

All The Best In Recovering!^^

2012-01-13T19:44:00.003+08:00

Gossips occur every now and then. Yet what we all wish not to happen are the news of our friends are heard when we were gossiping among the others. I have learned of something quite explosive this very afternoon. Oh well, what to do. I can only wish them all the best right now. Something which are not yours shall never be deem to be yours. There is no meaning in pushing it further anymore as well. All we must do now is live our life as it is. There are much more trees surrounding us and we shall never dwell towards that one tree in our life. Be cool and be like a man! We must dare to lift it up and put it down the same way we lifted up the same thing at the first place. Good luck gal! Dun worry, be happy.^^

How R U All? Haha..^^

2012-01-12T14:02:00.004+08:00

It's has been 3 days since I have last posted anything here. So, how's everyone doing nowadays? No matter where you are or what you are into, I hereby wish you all the best and may you have a nice time in all your undertakings. The last few days has been quite some days for me. I have rushed for my home works to be done so that I can have a sweet time for my computer game, Dota. It has been quite some time since I last touched it but I still have a good feeling about playing it! Oh well, this is life.

Sometimes I actually thought of the things of the past whenever I am too free while wandering around in front of the laptop or while chit chatting with my friends. We would think of the childish behavior which we use to have, the mistakes we have done and eventually what bring us into what we are today. It's just so weird how one can change in just a few year. Before you realize it, you are a grown up man dy. You can never turn back time as it's always going forward. Everyone is growing day by day. Anyway, wish you all happy everyday and smile more!^^ Have a nice day ahead of you all ya..:)

The First Weeks~~^^

2012-01-09T23:33:00.000+08:00

Well, I have been here for merely one week dy. Was still thinking how great would have been if it's still holiday now. I could have spend more time with my family and friends. Having chit-chatting time whenever and wherever we want. Oh well, with that the semester have started as well. It went on quite smooth on the first week and not many things were put into our mind just yet. I also learned that we will not be having English as our minor dy but have BM as our minor instead. This is because Maths will be taught in BM next time when we graduate.

Anyway, study wise have been so far so good these days. I like this semester more than last semester as we have less outdoor activities compared to the semesters before. More time spend in the classroom hearing lectures and more time to rest. The lecturers are just fine and I like most of them. Well, as today marks the start of the second week, more works are pouring in day by day. Starting to receive ISLs, Tutorials, and etc. These are the normal things which we are deem to receive so, get used to them!

11 more days to go before I depart from this place again. Really can't wait to celebrate this year's dragon year back home. Come on! Hahaha, time oh time...please move faster!! Walalala..time to sleep..c ya all soon!!

The Battle of Manchester!!

2012-01-08T19:10:00.001+08:00

The Battle of Manchester is on tonight!! Haha..come on..yeah, let's all prepare ourselves with our heart before all the nagging and begging starts! Cheh..don't worry if you dun understand now.. U will see sooner or later around 11pm.. If they lose, they will say tat so many ppl hate their team or wat... La la la...enough of tat for now..come on la... Haiyo..watch the match first ba.. Lol...blue or red oh.. Come on!!!^^

2 More Weeks!!

2012-01-07T23:27:00.003+08:00

2 more weeks to Sibu!! Come on...let's live up the spirit of CNY!! Wahahaha...la la la...happy happy...^^

Mask Man! Take it Off!!^^

2012-01-05T23:44:00.001+08:00

Before I forget the once most important thing of my life, I might as well refresh my mind first of all. The mindset is as clear as the water now. It's not what I used to aim before. Target wise has been changed. Maybe what Esther said do influence whatever I am thinking right now. It's just so troublesome till my headache would just worsen and worsen without realizing. What a life to live. I couldn't care much anymore with so much of assignments and tasks awaiting me in front of my path. Well, I might as well make the way clearer for all of us. To live in dignity and be a true man may be easy to say but hard when we really come to doing it. While we are still conscious with what we are doing, we might just still have the chance to save ourselves from all the pain and pull the plug as early as possible. It's time to pay more attention to the things which are supposed to be priorities. Oh well, put everything else behind and be yourself. You don't need to wear a mask every time by the way!

A Moment To Share~~^^

2012-01-04T17:30:00.001+08:00

I love choices but I don't like when it's the time for me to choose. When there are 2 good roads place in front of you right now, the worst thing is the dilemma which one is needed to face. The move is needed to be made as soon as possible but no one said when. Too easy for one to predict. The mind just like to make up things which is still so unsure now but there are deem to be someone out there who believe in the rumors. Well, life has been so far so good these days here. Though only 2 days, I have started missing the time I spend with my friends back in Sibu. It's just so indifferent from the ones here. No disrespect anyway.

You may say that being a student is the best possible time of oneself. You may say that when oneself start earning money, he shall be the happiest person in this world. You may say this and that. And in the end, one will be needed to choose the road of his own. Time passes all the time. Without realizing, the ticking of the second has got faster and faster. No way to turn back time. Appreciate your happy times now as you may never predict what may eventually happen to you tomorrow. The question of waking up before tomorrow morning's dawn is another big problem.

Suddenly have a feel of freedom which I know won't last long. It's just the starting of every semester when there are no homework, ISL, tutorial, assignments, tests and etc. Let's just give it another 2 weeks time, everything shall be getting back to normal. The busy time will arrive sooner or later as the cycle of the institute life will never be break down. A feeling of change was burning hot in my heart the other day but what can I do other than accept the reality. Oh well, nothing in precise. I can just wish all of us good luck and all the best. This is the road we have taken since the first day we signed the contract. Have a nice time reading!^^

What A Life

2012-01-03T23:44:00.000+08:00

I have a sudden feeling whether this remaining semesters of mine can pass by as swiftly as the wind or not. It's like life is repeating itself. Everything is done over and over again. Things done before are here once again. Nothing has been changed. The people are the same, the process has no difference and way we deal with them is like de ja vu once more. How come life can be like this? Don't ask me, I have no idea as well. I am as blurr as anyone else out there right here right now. Things just can't get any better, it just get worst and worst till we can't hang in there. What a life.

Back To KK for the whole New Semester~~^^

2012-01-03T01:43:00.002+08:00

Hahaha...the feeling of watching you favorite football team to win in front of your eyes is just so so great! Indescribable..so so happy right now.. Well, I am back to KK once again after leaving it for about one and a half months ago. 3 more weeks from now I will be back home for CNY celebration. Lol, saw my results this afternoon and was pretty satisfied with it as I achieved my target. It was not as pretty as the others mught expect it to be but still ok de la. Anyway, I might just need to try harder again this sem. Hope that I can actually do it and have a nice day, people!^^

Hallo 2012~~ Bye bye 2011!!^^

2012-01-01T20:12:00.004+08:00

Hi there people all around the world! Yeah, I am back to blogging after stopping for a few days. And now after a few days, we are into a whole new year once again! No more 2011 but it's 2012 already. More things to come and surely hope that it's great for all of us. Will be going back to KK tomorrow morning and have to endure the college life once more. Haha, after 6 weeks of holidays. Oh well, everything is gonna be just fine. Fingers cross.

Ok, new year. So, it's time to make my new year resolution works. I shall try my very best to stick to those resolutions no matter what happens!! Come on, everyone. Let's rock the world with the whole new Year, 2012!! Whether it's the beginning or the end, you decide! La la la...Happy New Year and I wish all of the all the best in this whole new year. May all your dreams come true and succeed in all the things which you have not done in the past years~~ Good day.^^

2012's New Year Resolution(Changes)

2011-12-27T16:19:00.000+08:00

Here's a bit of changes to the previous post. And some have been removed due to various reasons. Yeah, hope that I can achieve most of them written here.

1.Save more money

2.Study harder

3.Buy a printer

4.Give more time for praying

5.Find a girlfriend

6.Be a better person

7.Lessen entertainment

8.More time on sports

9.Read more books

10.Visit church more often

11.No KFC

12.More on healthy food

13.Travel to overseas

14.Less time for movie

15.Be a good boy

16.No last minute work

17.Lessen time for Facebook

18.Improve football skill

19.Church activities over friends

20.Own church activities over other church's activities

21.Eat 3 times a day

22.No supper

23.Weekend not necessary need to go out

24.Socialize more

25.No need to be back home for every holiday

26.Smile and greet every lecturer

27.Goodbye Upper star lamb chop

28.Read bible once a day

29.Be a more responsible man

30.And finally change for a better and new person!

Merry Christmas Everybody!!^^

2011-12-25T17:24:00.000+08:00

First of all, I would like to wish all of you a Merry Christmas and may all of us have a blessed and nice Christmas ahead of us. Next, let's prepare our heart for a Happy New Year which is coming really soon. Anyway, today has been a full day. I have been eating from morning till now. Non-stop eating. And it doesn't end now, we will still continue tonight at my friend's house. O ya, it's Stephen Sii's birthday today and we will be celebrating it at his house tonight. Haha, he was born on the same day as Jesus Christ. So nice. Oh well, dun wanna talk much today. Just enjoy yourselves ya. It's Christmas!! Have a nice day..^^

Happy Christmas Eve!!^^

2011-12-24T10:05:00.002+08:00

Last Christmas, I gave you my heart~~ But the very next day, you gave it away. This Christmas, I gave it to someone special. Yeah, Christmas is just around the corner. One more day to go. Today is Christmas Eve already. So, there is a mass which many will be attending tonight, full house and some faces which we don't often see will eventually turn up for this as well.

Why? Because it's for Christmas sake. It's the birth of our beloved Jesus Christ who is gonna redeemed us from all our sins! Come on, let's welcome his birth to this world and rejoice in His name. Christmas oh Christmas~~ Christmas also marks the near end to the year 2011 as 2012 is fast approaching. In less than a week, 2011 will become a memory! 2012, another challenging year ahead. Oh well, let's prepare our best heart in walking towards the new year ba. All the best to all of us ya!!^^

Christmas In 2 Days!~^^

2011-12-23T18:52:00.001+08:00

2 more days to Christmas. The all important day of the year, the birth of Jesus Christ to this world. Wow, how nice. This year's Christmas shall be another busy day indeed. It's my friend's birthday as well and we are gonna celebrate it in a very different way. Come on! The whole day spend outside and lots of activities going on. I certainly hope that all of us gonna enjoy it. Haha! Before Christmas, it's Christmas Eve first and foremost. It's getting nearer and nearer! Walalala...

Happy Winter Solstice Festival

2011-12-22T20:09:00.001+08:00

Happy Winter Solstice Festival everyone!! Have a nice day and all the best ya..haha..^^

Talking To The Moon!^^

2011-12-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I feel like I am talking to the moon. I know you are somewhere out there, somewhere far away. It's not that I don't want to ask or what but maybe it's all because of the fear. Human nature is always like this. Nothing can change it. We face problems all the time. Whether they can be solved or not is another matter. The important thing is how we deal with them. Solve them in a calm manner or be a scared and dejected idiot all depends on you alone. You are the only one who can help yourself in overpowering your problems. Thinking too much might just worsen the problems, so you might just don't even think of doing so. Good luck and all the best!

New Year Resolution for 2012!^^

2011-12-20T14:30:00.004+08:00

New Year Resolution for the year 2012:

1.Save more money for future purposes

2.Study harder for better pointer

3.Buy a new cell phone

4.Buy a printer for myself

5.Find a girlfriend

6.Be a better person compare to the year before

7.Lessen entertainment

8.More time on sports

9.Give more time for praying

10.Visit church more often

11.No KFC

12.More on healthy food

13.Travel to overseas

14.Less time for movie

15.Be a good boy

16.No last minute work

17.Lessen time for Facebook

18.Improve football skill

19.Church activities over friends

20.Own church activities over other church's activities

21.Eat 3 times a day

22.No supper

23.Weekend not necessary need to go out

24.Buy a car

25.No need to be back home for every holiday

26.Smile and greet every lecturer

27.Goodbye Upper star lamb chop

28.Read bible once a day

29.Be a more responsible man

30.And finally change for a better and new person!

你在就好了

2011-12-20T09:52:00.000+08:00

人实在太奇怪了啦。想法忽闪忽下，真不明白为何他们的想法是如此~~拥有过是不是该满足。爱上你的全部，放弃我的全部。陪你走了一段最美丽的路途。我坚持的都值得坚持吗。或许我永远都见不到他。属于我们的爱就让他来吧。你中有我。请你告诉我你在想什么。什么话你都可以说。无话不说。无论什么。快乐或寂寞都分给我。我终于到达但却跟悲伤。你总说时间还很多你可以等我。想念是会呼吸的痛。想见不能见会痛。

Christmas oh Christmas!!^^

2011-12-19T10:21:00.002+08:00

Tonight gonna present myself at the Sibu gateway for the performance for the YMCA concert. We will be presenting a dance by the name Joy To The World. Hopefully it really bring joy to the whole world. Let's make this Christmas a more meaningful one. After all the Christmas Procession and Christmas Caroling, the feelings are just so so great! Haha.~~

Last night was a great great night indeed. Went for Christmas Caroling at 8 houses and reached home at about 12.45 am!! First time attend caroling till like this. I wonder why we can get later and later year by year. The feeling of preaching the word of the Lord by this way is just indifferent from the normal ones. The way it's done and the people you do it with can really make a difference and help you to be more determined to achieve something.

Just by looking at the picture above, I can actually have a feeling to travel to some other in this big big world where it really snows. God, please grant me a chance to do so! Haha, I shall work hard towards achieving that then. Christmas songs, hymns, presents, food...walalala...^^

2 more weeks from now I will be heading back to the place I pursue my study. Holidays period are getting shorter and shorter. The mood is still very much high and I don't wish it to stop anytime soon. Oh well, please don't bring me back to the typical student life of mine. How I wish the time of holiday to pass slower and the time of studies to be passing away like the light. Anyway, no matter what, I shall take things slowly and be a nice person. Graduation is just there and I am the one who will go over and collect it! Come on.

Questions Posted???

2011-12-18T17:09:00.002+08:00

Is it essential for them to win all the time? Can't they just give other people a chance to win some times? Why are they so selfish till this kind of manner? How do the other feel about this? Where is their act of conscience? Who the hell do they think they are? What is wrong with the other competitors? Will there be any changes made to improve the quality of the game? Shall it remain like this forever? Anyone out there with any good answers for these questions posted?

Christmas Procession and Travelling Around Sibu~~!!^^

2011-12-17T09:41:00.003+08:00

Yahooo~~~ Tonight's gonna be a good good night!! Haha, it's the once in a year's Christmas Procession at Town Square... Come on, let's get high people..like like.. Tell the whole world that Jesus is coming to town for Christmas.. Walalala..gather around with all the nice and wonderful friends from all kind of races.. Happy happy..just can't wait for that!! So, see ya all tonight at 6pm ya.. Come if you can ba, only once in a year..hehehe..^^ Very fun and enjoyable~~

La la la..these few days has been really well-spend and fully utilized... Haha, why do I say so? Yeah, yesterday I actually went around Sibu Town like never before with Ung, Irene, Ren Wei and Li Na... Irene and Li Na are from KK by the way..hehe.. Oh yeah..we actually went to most of the supermarkets in Sibu.. Lol..Daesco Hypermarket, Giant Hypermarket, Sing Kwong, Farley, Medan Mall n Delta Mall... Other than that, we also went to One o One Cafe, Friends Kopitiam, Muhibbah, Ku Tien Garden n Lau King Howe Memorial Museum Hospital~~ Overall, tired but happy to drive around with friends from the other part of this big big world~~ Lol..so, welcome all of you from outside Sibu to come to Sibu ya..^^

London And Rio

2011-12-16T10:30:00.001+08:00

There are 2 places which are deeply carved in my mind right now, London and Rio. I have a dream, to visit both of these places after I graduate. London to take a deep look at my favorite football club, Chelsea FC! and Rio to take a look at the famous statue of Jesus Christ. Wow, come on! This shall be a aspiration which will guide me to achieve it. The goal of my life now! Wahahaha. Target year to achieve: 3-4 years time.

Be A Little More Confident, Please!^^

2011-12-16T00:05:00.002+08:00

It's not that I wanna criticize these people or what but their actions are just so stupid that people just can't help it but feel wanna vomit. They can actually be so doubtful of their own well being. They never think of success but only failure all the time. Why must it be you who fail and not others? The way they think are just so weird and inconsiderate to the ones who are really weaker than them. Staring to the word fail all the time just won't help you to pass the exam anyway. If you really did so poorly in your exam, the result won't even change a bit even if you pray to God for help. So, please la. Can you please respect the one beside you before you want the others to respect you. Show a good example to them and not always be the one who is always short of confident. You are the top gun in class and prove to the others that you deserve that honor. Thank you and all the best.

Happy 20th Birthday Gal!

2011-12-14T08:45:00.001+08:00

Well, some date just meant more to a person than to anyone else in this world. For instance, today. Remembering a few years ago when one was crazy in pursuing something in my life. It was as if that person was everything and one could do anything for that person. Many things bought and the way the present was given was weird as well. The conversations did continue until God knows when but it just suddenly stop and there were no more voice after that. Is this what we call long distance friendship or one stop friendship. It just doesn't last long. And today is the person's birthday! So, I would like to wish her a Happy 20th Birthday! Have a nice one and may God bless you always!^^

Tight Christmas Schedule Ahead

2011-12-13T15:39:00.001+08:00

As you all know, I have endured my first 3 weeks of holidays with different kind of experiences. The first n second week was on the trip to KL while the third week which was last week, I actually attended a one week church camp. So, finally now I can settle down peacefully at home with my laptop, family and friends. Sibu oh Sibu, less than 3 more weeks to go. Please make the time pass slower than it uses to be. I still have lots of things to do.

The coming week is gonna be another busy period for me. Let's list them down one by one here, right here right now.

13th: I am free from anything, so let's not bother it
14th: My church friends' anniversary celebration party
15th: Meeting for the recently concluded Youth Congress 2011
16th: One day driver for my friend, Ung as his friends from KK will be coming to Sibu
17th: Christmas Procession
18th: Christmas Caroling song practice, Church cleaning and Christmas Caroling

19th: YMCA Concert at Sibu Gateway where we will perform Joy To The World

Wow, wow, wow. So, how tight can the schedule for my coming days be. I just love the Christmas Season! December oh December~~ Love love love..^^

12.12.11

2011-12-12T11:01:00.001+08:00

12.12.11. Now let's fast forward to a year later. So, will this be a more meaningful day for us in a year time? Haha. Think about it. Or is it just purely a date for us? Oh well. Life. Changes happen every now and then. Have a nice day people!

Youth Congress 2011!! Best Best~~^^

2011-12-11T19:49:00.000+08:00

Ok, now let's go into detail for this year's Youth Congress which I have finished attending just a few hours ago. The camp was for one week from 5-11/12/2011! A church camp which was an annually organized camp up until last year. Anyway, this year's role for me is different from the years before once again. This time I am an adviser for the Sports and Recreation group. Honestly, I have no idea what was my role actually. I didn't know what to help my student leader, Stephanie Tiong. Well, all I know is that she was the one with all the ideas and I am just gonna help her whenever she faces problems.

But then, I also don't know. Did I helped her too much? Lol, maybe I am too used to do the things myself and make sure things goes well. Anyway, I have tried my best to let her do everything by herself already. I do hope that she can really learn something from this camp lo. From what I see, she did a very good job but can definitely improve more. So, congratulation girl! U finally did it and you r free from all!! <

Now let's talk more of the camp. I have joined this camp for 3 times up until now, so I definitely know what's all about. Checking luggage, ice breaking, briefing, opening mass, introductory session+welcoming performance and world youth day intro was the things we did on the first day. The one which gave me goosebumps was the welcoming performance. Well, we really prepared at the last minute and I don't feel like we did a good job eventually.On the next day, the highlight of the day was the Gladiators! and Maranatha Nite. Gladiators! was about station games and I guess it went on quite well, at least for my station la. Overall, the games was not dangerous and I can see most of them liked them. Maranatha Nite was about prayer done with singing. The feel was not that much and sorry but I didn't got touched but actually felt asleep while doing it.

The third day was about the preparation for the Vanity Fairground on that very night. We prepared the whole morning and finally it was all done. All the participants enjoyed playing it and this certainly made us happy about it. But i actually felt that it was quite over while playing the games. We shouted like crazy! Haha. Anyway, it's done dy and we should not be thinking about it anymore. After that, it's to the Adoration of the cross and washing of feet. The washing of feet was so touching and I experience more and know more about it this time around. Touched from the start till the end!!

Road to Golgotha which is also known the station of the cross was quite meaningful but I regretted for not concentrating on it. Procession of the King, confession and infilling of the spirit was nice and I liked them so much as it was indifferent from before. Not many fell down this time. Haha. That was for Friday and now to Saturday where we had the visitation to the old folks home! Oh man, the place so so dirty!! How can they actually live in place like tat..so pity them, how I wish I can do something to help them. Oh well, last year went there dy and the condition was the same once again. Aiks... Then there were the I am A Star program, it turned out quite well, minus the time management. Hehe, after tat we had sing along and everything was so so high. The program ended around 12.30 am. Wow!

Today we had the final cleaning and final breakfast together in this camp. Went on to the Closing Youth Mass at Sacred Heart Cathedral. Everything went ok. A bit dull maybe because of not enough sleep the night before. Haha, anyway there were some things which we had done in the camp which were so memorable which I would like to share here. We actually knelt till our legs felt so painful, turn black and the skin torn. Haha, we had morning prayer, angelus, divine mercy, evening prayer, rosary, mass and night prayer everyday. This was a holy camp indeed. A time when I prayed the most times for the whole year!! Oh my.. Did stretching, sing-a-long and Praise and Worship everyday as well. Personally, I liked all of them except the part where they didn't include the tongue language.

Had meeting every night as usual. Nice to gather around and talk about the positives and negatives together. And we didn't fight among each others. This is the best part! I love it but honestly, I love last years' Dicipling Timothy more. Haha!!^^ The food and accommodation in there was the best in the whole world!! Imagine what we have got for the whole week for only RM80. Lol. Thanx ya father and organizing committee! In short, that's all I have experience for now and I certainly hope to be a part of it next year! Wahahaha, have a nice day people.^^ Happy Holiday~~continue enjoying it..:P

I AM BACK~~^^

2011-12-11T14:45:00.001+08:00

Yeah..I am proudly able to announce that I am back to my home sweet home once again.. Haha..after enduring the one week camp full of fun and excitement! A whole new experience indeed. Come on, learn a lot, knew more friends! Oh well, will update more on this in my next post as I am really tired and exhausted now. Have a nice day people! Do anticipate my next post! Anyway~~ I AM BACK!!^^

Bye Allenpasta~~

2011-12-05T08:32:00.001+08:00

Goodbye Allenpasta for one long week ya. See ya all again in one week time. Haha, anyway, Happy Holiday and have fun ya. Time to take off! C ya..^^

The Christmas Tree

2011-12-04T17:51:00.000+08:00

Decorating the Christmas Tree has been my yearly routine at home. I just love to do so. Some called it a tradition but for me, it just make the whole festival merrier and I am happy in every process of setting up the big tall tree in front of me. Well, this year I have decided to set the tree up earlier than usual as I will be away from home starting tomorrow. It's for a one week camp which will be held in the Sibu Pastoral Centre. A church camp by the name Youth Congress 2011 in case some of you are interested.

Anyway, setting up the tree was not that hard and it only takes about 30-40 minutes, I guess. But the feeling was just purely awesome. Step by step you set it up. All the way until it's a complete tree in front of you with all the lighting on. How adorable, how sweet and of course how warm the whole Christmas spirit is at that moment! Here are some pictures attached to let you see how the setting up process looks like. Haha, enjoy and have a nice and festive Christmas Season ahead of all of you! See ya all again in one week time.^^

KL's Trip(24-29/11/2011)

2011-12-03T20:34:00.000+08:00

Now to the KL trip from the 24th till 29th November 2011. Oh well, for those loyal readers and friends of mine out there, i guess all of u know that this was not my first time here this year. Hehe, my second time here in just 4 months time. But then, the people I go with are different this time. The places are almost the same but some new places were added in as well. Stayed in 2 different places during these 6 days 5 nights. YMCA Hostel and Sungei Wang Hotel was the places we stayed.

Let's start from the first day, we reached the KL Sentral and looked for directions of the hotel like a deer in a new kampung. Wahahaha. Eventually we found them and rest for the afternoon after such a tiring few days before. Night time we went to the Petaling Street. Somehow I expected more from there but anyway, it's still nice to visit a new place. A place which sells different kind of stuffs and food. Ate some hot food and liked them so much. Hehe. Had some walk along the street and that was all for the night. Continue playing poker and the others slept late.

The second day was another day to remember. It was the first time I went to Sunway Lagoon. Took the KTM komuter to Subang Jaya from KL Sentral. After that, took a bus to Sunway Lagoon. The place proved to be so significant just by seeing the price of the tickets. I took the ticket for all 5 parks (scream, extreme, amusement, water and wildlife) while some of my friends took just 3 parks. My tickets cost me RM75! Come on, once in a while ba. We played and played all kinds of games. It was really worth it and indeed I love it. Didn't take many pictures here as we didn't bring our camera while we were playing. Anyway, Sunway Pyramid was great as well. The Sunway trip, Nice! Haha.

The next day was shopping time and we went on to KLCC. Shop and shop around. Bought many food to eat and one of them was Durian Pancake. I love it as it has been a long time since I last tasted durian. KLCC was so big and we took some pictures of the twin tower before we proceed to Mid Valley, another big shopping complex in this hustle and bustle city of KL. The girls went shopping and the boys went window shopping. LOL. As the mall was so so big and with the DIGI line so bad that very day, some of us actually got lost contact with each other when we eventually wanna gather together. Luckily all still manage to get together and ate dinner together before going back to the YMCA Hostel.

O ya, something actually happened that night as well, the boys missed the KTM back to KL Sentral. It was too crowded and in the end, we had to wait for an extra 30 minutes for the next train back. I actually went to Chou Kit Road with Ning n Bernard that night as well. Shopped for my dad's MC jersey and got it. I thought I could find something interesting but things turned out as a disappointment.

It was a Sunday the next morning so we went to the church like every Sunday morning. St. John Cathedral was the destination. The church was quite big and special as well. Good looking and quite spacious as well. After that, we went back to the YMCA hostel and prepared for check out. Next, we head on to the second hotel in KL, Hotel Sungei Wang. Went to Sungei Wang Plaza that afternoon and shop, shop, shop! Haha, girl's heaven. Bought some new t-shirt of mine there as well. Ate dinner around the corner of the hotel and bought some Ba gua as well. Midnight was like evening there. 12 am was like 7pm. Haha. Come on.

Times Square, Low Yat Plaza and Indian Street was the place we went on the fifth day in KL. That day we was joined by Kavil and Puven. Kavil gave us early presents for Christmas and treated us to Baskin Robbin ice cream. Thanx ya gal. Walked around the place and bought some things for myself as well. Hehe, mouse and fan for my laptop. Head on to the Indian Street before going to Ampang where Puven treated us to some Indian food. I forgot the name but all I know is that they are really delicious! Oh my, forgot to mention. It was our last night in KL! I actually slept early that night as I was too tired. Nothing much done that night and was getting nervous of going back the next day!

Finally, it's the last day of trip. After 9 days, I can finally tell myself that I am going back to Sibu after 40 days. Hahaha, actually some need to say after 153 days or 247 days. Much longer than mine. Oh my, went for a breakfast at Long Ji before doing our final shopping in KL's Sungei Wang. Bought a trousers, pencil box and something to eat before heading back to the hotel for check out. O ya, we also celebrated Esther's birthday before hand. Haha. What a pleasant surprise for her. 12.30pm sharp we checked out and headed towards the LCCT airport via taxi! Reached there and did our check in. Got ready our heart for take off and it's time to say bye bye to KL!

Reached Sibu at about 5.50pm and it just feel so nice to be back once again! Hahahaha. All smiles for the trip. Enjoyed them, had fun, felt tired and it was just great! Love it so much, wish to have this kind of trip every year! Actually would love more if we can go oversea next time. Who knows, maybe Taiwan or Hong Kong~~ Oh yeah..how nice would that be. Happy Happy~~~ Walalalala..have a nice time reading ya, people~~^^

Genting's Trip(23-24/11/2011)

2011-12-03T07:00:00.000+08:00

Yeah, after the Melaka trip from the previous post, it's now to Genting Highlands! We had to take a long way before reaching the place itself. For instance, the taxi from Discovery Hotel in Melaka to Melaka Central. Then from there to the bus terminal in TBS. Next, by using the LRT Putra, we went on to Plaza Rakyat. At Plaza Rakyat, we were required to find the bus from KL to Genting. We found the counter and finally we were starting to see the road in front. Genting awaiting!! Wahahaha.

During this journey, we were accompanied by a friend of us, Kyry Junior! Haha, welcome welcome! One hour trip to Genting~ Then we checked in the hotel at about 6 something. Wow, the place was so cool and cold. Hehe, no aircond but only cold wind! Got ready ourselves before I immersed myself into a believing that I would gamble big on the very night. Lol, this has been the highlight of the trip for me before hand. Wore my best clothes and it's time.

After dinner, we went for a little shopping. Walking up and down and finally went into the casino at 10.30pm. Watch and watch the different games in there. An hour gone and finally I burst out. Put my RM100 on the table. I told myself that I must at least double the money before going home. Haha. Won some and lost some in the middle. Eventually I did won RM100 and happily went back to my hotel room.

The next morning should have been a much eventful day but it turned out otherwise. The weather was really bad and there was nothing much we could do about it. No more outdoor theme park for us. Oh well, at least we had our buffet breakfast and a nice walk outside the hotel from one part to another part. Cold breeze blowing and this was a feeling which we may never experience during normal time. My friends played the basketball game and I watched them. At 12 pm sharp, we checked out from Genting's First World Hotel. All was done in Genting.

Next, we head on down to KL by using the cable car and bus. Another adventure awaits us and see ya in the next KL post! Tata, bye!^^

Melaka's Trip(20-23/11/2011)

2011-12-02T16:16:00.000+08:00

Due to some comments from a friend of mine on my post 3 days ago, Melaka, Genting and KL Trip!!, I have decided to write more on the trip. Melaka's A'Farmosa being the first place we stepped in our trip this time. It's a quite magnificent place. I didn't expect the place to be that big but it turn out to be a pleasant surprise to me. Every time we wanna go from one place to another place, we were required to request for a banana truck. N indeed it costs us money. The food has been the main obstacles in this place. Way too expensive and some are just ridiculous.

Anyway, the places in there were really fun. There were places like Safari Park, where we see different kinds of animals. Took lots of pictures and had fun together. Hmmm, I actually can't remember me eating anything that day when we went to Safari Park. Oh ya, I actually skipped lunch and straight away went back to the villa which we stayed for 3 days 2 nights. We took a rest then and went on to the Cowboy town where we see different kinds of shows there. We had a RM12 dinner there and continue on to the animal n Indian show.

Every night there we slept late. Why? Because of poker. Hahaha. Some of the girls who didn't know how to play poker before this have learned the tricks and some were even better than those who knew the skill beforehand. Wow, magnificent! Took a rest and woke up the next morning for another new adventure in the Water World. Water World was all about water of course. Well, didn't play many games as expected as we were rushing for check out. The games was interesting as well, those who have never try them before must try if can. Imagine yourself sliding down from a few kilo meters high and got capsized.

Checked out from the nice and memorable place at 12pm straight. After that, we took the taxi to Melaka town and checked into our hotel there, Discovery Hotel. This place was surely not as nice as the one before which was a villa. A room with 8 beds and which will be shared between 8 people. The space was so small that one can hardly breathe. Oh well, the town itself was really special with different kind of food being offered such as "yuan tuen mee", "ji li fan", egg ice-cream, different choices of biscuit and etc.

We along the street by the name Jonker street. The walk was tiring but fun when you actually walk with the people you like. My friends really made my day. Took many pictures of the historical city. The A'Famosa wall, the church, the statues and etc. Other than that, we also went to eat Lok Lok in the city during dinner time. The food was ok but I felt that there were a little bit too expensive and I didn't have much of it that night. The place was an early sleeping city, so many lighted off before 11pm.

The next day we went to the shopping mall for some shopping before rushing back to the hotel for another checked out event. That's all from Melaka. The next destination was Genting! If you wanna know more on Genting, do stay tune for it in the next post ya. It's time to get some rest from blogging! Haha, have a nice time reading people~^^

Weirdo oh Weirdo~~

2011-12-01T19:40:00.001+08:00

Weird things can just happen every now and then. When you have finally start to feel like giving up, it will just suddenly pop up in front of your eyes and give you a pleasant surprise. This just made me startled for a moment or twice. Didn't know how to react the best possible way. Oh well, life brief candle. Nice and talented people come and go just like the wind blowing here and there. Gary Speed, I still don't believe that you actually hanged yourself and committed suicide. There must be something wrong. Come on, I need the truth.

Now to the question if I am right in my choice. I am having doubts every now and then. It's just not nice to take risk as I like. In the end, who will be the one who will be hurt? Not me but the one surrounding me. Their eyes and heart sore the pain I felt. All these years have been wasted and no success in return. This is just really bad and no one likes it. But then nothing can be changed as this is the life being given by the one up stair. Trust in him and you will have a great and wonderful life ahead of you!

Bye November and Hi December~~^^

2011-11-30T23:36:00.001+08:00

Nice Christmas for the start of December..thanx to Dora for being my model!!^^

It's the last day of the month dy. How time flies, anyway November shall be another great month to remember. I started off with exams and end it magnificently with my great and wonderful 10 days 9 nights trip in Melaka, Genting and KL. Oh well, I will surely cherish the moment I spend with my dear friends. Last few minutes of November before I flip the calender to the new month, December! Hehe, another busy month to expect! Many things going on. Gonna start fighting starting from tomolo onwards. Let's get the Christmas Spirit on!! Wahahahaha..have a nice day and all the best guys and gals~~^^

All my wonderful friends!! Haha..see ya all after holidays..^^

Melaka, Genting and KL Trip!!

2011-11-29T20:33:00.001+08:00

I am back to Sibu once again. Haha. This time is rather late compare to the other college mates who have went back to their respective homes since more than a week ago. Why? Because I went for a 10 days 9 nights trip to Melaka, Genting and finally KL. The trip can just passed by so swiftly without one realizing that time actually flew by just like that. And now I am already back home typing this. Lol. Oh well. The whole trip was just too perfect till I have no more other words to describe it. I totally love it especially when I spend it with the friends who are so important to me, Ning, Mei Ling, Bernard, Cindy, Esther, Puven, Kavil, Dora, Jun Ning and Khairi!

Before the trip, I was so excited that I can't sleep well for that few days and when the days finally reached, the feelings was already indescribably dy. The first day was the flying day. We flew to KL's LCCT airport and then took the bus to Melaka. After that, from Melaka we went on to the A'Famosa Resort and spend 3 days 2 nights there. We lived in a house which has a small pool in it. Everyday was so relaxing and nice. Went to the Safari Park, Water World and Cowboy Town. Nice, nice, nice. Only the food was a bit too expensive but overall perfect!

Next to the Melaka town trip. Spend one full day and night there. Haha. As we all know, it's a historical city, so, many meaningful pictures was taken there. The food was cheaper and quite nice. But then, the place was not as lively at night. People there slept early and not much entertainment was done. Went for shopping there as well before rushing our way to KL's bus terminal. The next destination was Genting Highland. So, we took a bus and Genting here we come! Another one full day and night there. Oh well, I did gambled and actually won some. Not much but still quite satisfy with it la. The weather was not so good and we didn't manage to play in the theme park. Wish I can do so next time around. Who knows, maybe next year?

After Genting, it was all down to KL. Wow, these were the most tiring days of all. We did so much walking from morning till night. Some places we went was to Petaling Street, Sunway Lagoon, Sunway Pyramid, KLCC, Mid Valley, Chou Kit Road, St. John Church, Sungei Wang, Time Square, Low Yat and etc. Most of the time was spend on shopping and walking here and there. The place was full of entertainment. At 1 am in the morning, everyone was still very quite high. If you don't look at your watch, you might even think that it was actually 7pm!

All the trips and spending are done. All in all I have spend around RM1200. Come on, this is for once a year ba. Haha. In conclusion, I am really grateful to have all these great friends of mine. Hehe, I am actually anticipating for next year's trip dy. Lol. Happy happy. Say Best to Melaka, Genting and KL Trip!! Wahahaha. Haha.^^ Happy Holidays guys and gals!

Take Some Rest!^^

2011-11-18T14:35:00.001+08:00

It's the end of the semester after the hustle and bustle in all the final exams. Yeah, finally it's over after a long 2 weeks which they had pulled. I wished it could have been shorter as that would have cut the duration of the pain as well. But then, I do still need to give thanks to the Lord for guiding and helping me so much all this time. Without Him, how could I have been able to still be alive here right here right now. Anyway, final exams for semester 2 is so far so good. Not the best and I surely hope it's not the worse!

Holidays come after the exams, and many of my friends have gone back to their beloved home sweet home. And one very common question which everyone would ask around at this kind of season is "When is your flight?". Oh well, usually I would have answered today! or Friday night!... Yet, this time I had no choice but to change. As I am not actually going back this time, not that early at least. I will be flying on Sunday though. To where? To KL!! Wow...anticipate the coming week ya...after today, I shall be resting from my blog for some time. Maybe will be back in December~~ Have a nice holiday ppl~~^^

The Truths Always Hurt~~ Some Anxiety of Mine!!

2011-11-16T13:04:00.001+08:00

How great can things go in just a moment of truth. Well, I never expect this to happen but eventually it comes after all. Honestly, I didn't do as well as I have expected myself to do in this semester's exam. The subject which is supposed to be the easiest has nearly destroyed my confidence. It hurt me and I actually burst out my sweat and tears while doing the questions. Pain after pain, getting more and more nervous and in the end everything is done eventually. I can feel like my hand was shaking like crazy. Never have I felt like this before. First time in 22 years.

Oh well, at least I can assure myself that I wouldn't fail this examination. Just that the results might not be as nice as I had wanted all this while. Fine then, I shall focus more on the coming paper tomorrow. Physical Education. Good luck to us and all the best. Please don't let me end up with disappointment ya.

Anyway, 4 more days to leave this place once again. Hehe, yeah. I am getting my countdown ready once again. This time is to KL. For a period of 10 days. I am really anticipating this trip as I had never experience this kind of feeling. Leaving home for so long other than hostel in KK. Which means that I will need to spend a lot on food!! Oh no...money oh money... Lol...come on! God bless me ya. Go go go!! Have a nice day n can't wait for tomorrow night!!^^

Gaya Street~~

2011-11-13T15:38:00.001+08:00

After going to church on a Sunday morning, I did something which I had never done in the past. I actually went to Gaya Street for the first time. After 2.5 years pursuing my studies here in KK, it's my very first time to set foot there. Well, it's special as it only opens every Sunday morning and ends at around 12.30pm. You cannot find it on any other day. The place was quite big and many different kind of things were sold there as well. Mostly food, souvenirs, flowers, decorations and etc. Anyway, those of you who have never been there should really take some time and explore the place. You can really find some nice attraction there. Have a nice day people.^^ O ya, some pictures below~~ Enjoy~~

Some Butterfly Clippers~

Erm..souvenirs? Haha..

Monkey oh Monkey..^^

Key Chains as usual..

Souvenirs Round

Crowded with people..

All sorts of things sold here..

All kind of races..

A delicious laksa!^^ Hehe..love it..

Full house!!!

Comparing All The Time

2011-11-13T06:25:00.001+08:00

Looking at the picture above can actually make me thinks a lot at one go. It sounds like this, "Don't compare yourself with anyone in this world...if you do so, you are insulting yourself." We should really learn to appreciate what our dearly beloved God has done and given to us. It's not like we deserve them or what but it's because He loves us so much. Be grateful and don't always just learn how to complain about this and that. Stop the nagging. They are not nice to hear. Gosh. Maybe this is what they all call Life. Life can be like a roller coaster at times. Full of ups and downs. Good luck and all the best. No focus shall be lost in these 2 days time. Exam Preparation. Appreciate God's wisdom given to us!^^

Problems Raining!!

2011-11-12T23:00:00.001+08:00

If only I can run from all the problems I am facing right now, I would really rejoice and shout like a barbarian! I really feel like a fool right now. What have I done all this while? Why is everything still the same? Who the hell am I to judge all of these? Where am I situated actually? Whom am I to you? All these questions can suddenly just pop out of my mind tonight. Problems oh problems, please stay away from me. It's only 11pm tonight and yet I feel like I am actually typing this at 3am in the morning! Crazy summarize all.

How come another person's matter can lead to another person so easy? Why ah? How come ah? Oh my, headache. Sooner or later I am going to get migraine. All I want is just a happy and peaceful life, can't this be achieved? What the hell is wrong about that? A broken lamp can lead to a lot of other problems at one go. Go to hell and shut the mouth off la. Suddenly everything seems to do with me now. One moment say like this, another moment change again. I am really really fed up and tired now.

Flight ticket please dun give me anymore burden. I have no idea how to deal with you. School based experience, dun change your date. I have no money to change your ticket. People who understand. Dun burden my mind with stupid thoughts of yours. I have no energy to do so. Hotel booking. Please settle it as soon as possible. Life. Please go on as usual. Exams. I really hope that I am not doomed this time around. Oh gosh. Someone please save me from all these nonsense!

111111!!

2011-11-11T23:46:00.001+08:00

Well, it's 111111 today. So, I have decided to leave a post here as well. Nothing special actually happened today but it just seems like a Saturday more than a Friday. I also have no idea why it is like this. What happened to TGIF? Hehe, oh well. Went out to watch Immortals with some of my friends in the afternoon after studying in the library for about 2 hours. Well, the movie was quite nice and can be watch. So, I would recommend you all to watch it. Should have done something more special today yet the plan didn't get to be done as some circumstances came along. Never mind la, it's still not the end of the world. The word patient really kept me alive for so long. Good luck to us! 3 papers to go next week. Walalalala..^^

Dates Which Means So Much!

2011-11-10T23:26:00.001+08:00

I just have the feeling to blog tonight after having done with my first paper this semester. It was quite a relief for me after going through the hardest paper for me, EDU 3103. The paper took me 15 days to revise. I have been thinking of it everyday as the lecturer hardly teaches us anything this semester. And all of us were required to think of how to rescue ourselves from this whole problem. Luckily I can still survive until now and tell myself that it's all over. I really wish that I will have no such kind of lecturer next time along. One is enough and no more shall come along.

Can this be the day? Haha..11.11.11

45 days to the best day of the year!

With the first paper done and dusted, I am now looking forward to the next 3 papers coming at one go this coming Tuesday, Wednesday and Thursday. Two Maths paper and one Physical Education paper. Oh well, they are not hard but still need a bit of skill polishing. So, good luck to me and my fellow course mates! We can do it. May God bless us and have a nice day on 11.11.11!! Make it memorable and all the best.^^

What An Ending~

2011-11-08T08:54:00.000+08:00

Sometimes I just feel like sharing my point if view with someone I really trust on. Yet it's just so hard to achieve. Asked so many opinions but what can they help me in eventually. I am all alone once again in the end. Planned to have it done in 3 days time but the idea just seems too little too far away already. What can be done to mend it? Nothing as I am as blur as the cow right now. The feeling is not as good as everyone thinks it is. Oh well, speechless once more. What an ending!

100 Truths

2011-11-06T13:51:00.002+08:00

About me :
001. Real name : Allen Yong Bee Khai
002. Nickname(s) : Alleng, Ah Bui, Dai Lou
003. Age: 22
004. Zodiac sign : Scorpio
005. Male or female : Male
006. Elementary : Chung Hua Kindergarten(Brunei)
007. Middle School : SJK Chung Hua(Brunei), SK Methodist
008. High School : SMK Methodist
009. College school : IPG KAMPUS GAYA
010. Hair color : black
011. Long or short : Hmmm..normal guy should have short hair..so of coz short la..
012. Loud or Quiet : Loud gua..wahahahahha..
013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans..
014. Phone or Camera : PHONE!!!!
015. Health freak : Sorry but no..
016. Drink or Smoke? : Doesn't suits me..and don't like them either..haha
017. Do you have a crush on someone : Yeah..normal teenage dream..
018. Eat or Drink : Both!
019. Piercings : No way!
021. Social or Anti-Social : Social
022. Righty or lefty : Righty
023. First piercing : Never...
024. First relationship : Hmmm..secret..hahaha
025 First Best Friend : Brunei friend..Liaw Vun Kang..Primary school..
026. First Award : Can't remember..haha
027. First Kiss : By my mum counted or not? haha..
028. First Pet : never had one before..
029. First Big Vacation : to singapore??
030. First Love at first sight : Primary Six
031. First Big Birthday : Kindy Year 2 had a big party..
032. First Surgery : Never.
033. First sport you joined : err..badminton..love it a lot..
034. Orange or Apple juice : Apple
035. Rock or Rap : Rock!!!
036. Country or Screamo : Country
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys : Backstreet boys
038. Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera : Neither..
039. Night or Day : Night
040. Sun or Moon : Moon
041. TV or Internet : Internet
042. Playstation or XBox: Playstation
043. Kiss or Hug? : Hug
044. Iguana or turtle : Iguana
045. Spider or bee : Bee is cuter..
046. Fall or spring : fall
047. Limewire or iTunes : iTunes
048. Soccer or baseball : Soccer

Currently :
049. Eating : Junk Food
050. Drinking : Sky Juice
051. Excitement level : 80%
052. I'm about to : Take a nap or study
053. Listening to : Red Cliff's theme songs..
054. Plans for today : Read some book and enjoy raya visiting tonight..
055. Waiting for : The holidays to come by..
056. Energy level : 80%
057. Thinking of someone: Yeah..day and night thinking of her..

Your Future :
058. Want kids? : Yeah..of coz..
059. Want to get married? : sure
060. When : before 30 years old..
061. How many kids do you want : 3
062. Any names on the mind: Hehe..James..
063. What did you want to be when you're a kid : A police,doctor..teacher~~
064. Careers in mind : Teacher n businessman..
065. Mellow future or wind : Mellow future
066. Something you would never try : smoke n drug
067. When you want to die? : 75
068. Lips or eyes : eyes..
069.Romantic or Funny : Romantic
070. Shorter or taller? : Shorter ..
071. Protective or Caring : Caring
072. Romantic or spontaneous : Romantic
073. Nice stomach or nice arms : Arms..
074. Sensitive or loud : sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship : relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant : Neither
077. Muscular or normal : normal
078. Kissed a stranger : Nope..dun think so..
079. Broken a bone : Never

Have you ever :
080. Lost glasses/contacts : Nope
081. Ran away from home? : No la..not tat i need to..haha
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense : Hmm..never..
083. Killed somebody : Never!!
084. Broken someone's heart : I think so..sorry ya..i didn't mean it..
085. Had your heart broken : Erm..yeah..once in my life n tat shall never happen again..
086. Been arrested : Nope..
087. Cried when someone died : yes..>.088. Liked a friend more than a friend : Haha..yeah..oh well..life..^^

Do you believe in :
089. Yourself : Sure
090. Miracles : yes
091. Love at first sight : I believe it
092. Heaven : yes
093. Santa Claus : Yes..i believe it do exist in this big big world..haha
094. Sex on the first date : No.
095. Kissing on the first date : Maybe..who knows??
096. Angels : Yeah

Answer Truthfully :
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now : Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : Not really
099. Do you believe in God : Yes,definitely
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.

I tag Dora, Khadijah, Onell, Syai, Cindy, Wenah, Ung, Marsila, Esther and Silvens! Have a nice time doing the tag ya..^^

One Word Kills All!^^

2011-11-05T16:55:00.001+08:00

The longer the time passes, the lazier I get. Well, maybe I just feel a bit fed up of studying the same thing over and over again. It just won't finish. Hmmm, I wonder if I am able to score well if I enter the exam tomorrow. So far so good I guess, it won't fail me. Come on Allen! Oh well, better be a little low profile. Have been lessening the time spend with my books these 2 days as it's the weekend period. I hope I can recover and things can turn normal again starting tomorrow.

So, 5 days to the first paper. Many people around me are still wandering around without realizing that time is getting lesser and lesser. These people just make me feel how professional they are in handling their time in studying, They can always study at the last minute and yet score a well or memorable pointer in their exam. It never change since the day i know them. While some have been preparing since about a month ago. But the weird thing is that his result is just almost the same as the one I have been mentioning just now. What a world.

Maybe this is called, it doesn't matter how much time or how much you study, the important thing is how you apply the thing you have been studying all along in the exam. These are the critical time when you must not fall and stay firm with the answer you had in your mind. All you wait for these while is just for the sake of one paper. A 2 and a half hours paper. After that, what happen? Everything you studied shall be dumped in the air and you forgot all of them in an instance!

Aiks, one word "lazy"! Haha..my mind is full of the things which shall happen in half month time. Good luck though to all of us once again! La la la..have a nice weekend and shine towards the best!^^

Have a Nice TGIF!!

2011-11-04T10:10:00.001+08:00

It's just so sad when someone actually do this to someone. You never wanted to be the last person to know something. It's like no one actually cares for you or anything. Please la, don't treat anyone like this. You can never imagine how hurt can that be.

Last minute in doing something is very much different from last minute to know something. You might be shock and in the end felt disappointed without anyone acknowledging it. What to do. Just live on with a deep sigh.

Today is a Friday once more. So, what else? TGIF!! Thanks God It's Friday. Once more I repeat, don't stress ya people. It's just a paper. You read, you pass. You don't read, you fail. Just like that. If you are aiming for an A, study more but study smart. Rest whenever you need it.

Don't always force yourself too much. It's not good. Eat, play, sleep and read at the same time. You might realize that these 4 elements can never be separated. Good luck in dealing with them ya. P/S: 6 more days to the first paper~~

Some Burst of Anger!

2011-11-02T20:42:00.001+08:00

I am kinda tired these days doing all sorts of things such as studying, playing, sports and most of all sleeping. It's just life during exam periods. I dun like it and I am sure no one in this world actually think differently from me. But what to do, we just can't run away from our problems, rite? Guess we just had to accept and live on our pathetic typical student life then. What we don't like now doesn't mean that we won't eventually fall in love in it in the future. Who knows what will happen in ten years time? God knows. Good try and you are right!

This time I will be counting down the days to the first paper of mine. 10th of November is the first paper which is in 8 days time. So, is it actually long or what? I have no idea why do they actually need to pull the time of exam so long from the 18th week of studies and it's gonna end so near to the holiday. Sometimes I just feel weird of what is actually spinning in these people's mind. Can't they put things in the right manner? One or two paper in a week. Why must it be 3 or 4 papers in a row? Think of how the students study la. Noob!

The Start Of The Month November!^^

2011-11-01T11:56:00.001+08:00

Before this, I actually planned to write a post for the last day of October 2011. Haha, but then my headache started to attack me. So, eventually I took the night off and went to sleep earlier yesterday night. Lol, and the first thing I thought of when I woke up was that it's time to flip the calender once again!! Oh my, it's November already without realizing~~ When we think of November, we think of what? Come on, EXAMS!! Dun stress, dun stress..haha..only 4 papers to go. The first one is in 9 days time. Still long? Erm, ok de la. Do prepare well ya ppl all over the world facing the same thing. Walalala.. Happy November~~^^

Preparing The Battle Against Finals!!^^

2011-10-30T14:31:00.000+08:00

Oh well o well, I am back to the place which I will pursue my degree of teaching for 5.5 years once again. It's time to face the reality once again. Have to really put my heart down and study hard for final exams in this 11 days. I hope that I can actually do it and make myself happy and satisfied with the results once more. 4 subjects, 4 papers! These are all the things which we learn for the whole semester and it's time to show the lecturers what have we done for the whole semester! No one can help us except we ourselves. So, good luck to all of us sharing the same feeling right here right now! May God bless us abundantly~~ Come on, Finals~~^^

One Week Holiday = 2 LOST!!

2011-10-29T23:07:00.000+08:00

Yeah...one week holiday spend at home... N I watched 2 Chelsea Football Match...hahaha...n guess what happened? They lost both their matches...against London rivals...Queens Park Ranger and Arsenal! Hmmm..this is just too too rare... I can't believe this actually happened and I am starting to wonder...what a match~~ Oh well, lost is still lost no matter how I complain about it. Sad but live still goes on...today we lost 5-3! Argh...not happy... There is only one way to cure it!! KFC~~ Wahahahhaa...come on Chelsea!!^^

October, October..Oh October~~^^

2011-10-29T16:47:00.003+08:00

October has been a really meaningful month for me. Just like every year in the past, I would be rather active in blogging compare to any other month of the year. Maybe it's because it's my birth month. I am really grateful to be born in this month and on the day as well. Many of my friends actually told me that the date was really special as not many have the same birth date as me. Well, so I am the special one? I shall leave that question mark there and be answered by all of you out there.

Church Activity and Tanjung Aru Trip!

To be precise, anyone in this world is special and there shall not be another person who will have the same personality as you. You may look alike in some matters but you can never have the same 100% gene of likeness in you with another person. So, what I am trying to say here is that please do appreciate yourself. Be happy with what you have because this is how God made you. He made you with his own looks. Think about it.

Upperstar Birthday Celebration With Kavil n the Gang!

October brings back a lot of memories as well, some nice some bad. I have been thinking back of something really weird for the past few days. It still hurts but it's not as painful as before. I have started forgetting about it. It's just so weird that I really have no idea how could I survive back then. No one gave me the idea as I was just following the flow. The thoughts of enjoyment had overfilled my mind back then. Thinking back just reminded me of how stupidity can conquer one's mind without the person realizing it at all.

Food On Birthday!

In short, we all know that we can never change the history. It's something which shall remain there forever. Nothing can be done to better it or worsen it. What has happened is already the past. We can only stare at our future and not think too much of the past. Live on our life. History may be painful but not the future of someone. Since we know that thinking back just brings sorrows and pain, so, what's the point of thinking back? Just live your nice and happy life everyday.

Food, Enjoy and Nice Time!

October is going to come to an end in the year 2011 in two days time. Time just flies and suddenly November pops up without us realizing it. I certainly enjoyed this year's October month. Many events took place and it shall fill my happy memories. Remembering these happy events shall make our life merrier and make us cherish the ones beside us more than ever. All in all, be grateful of what you have now as you can never guarantee what will happen in the next moment. No ones know except our dearest God! Good day!^^

How Wonderful Sibu Can Be!

Enjoy the pictures guys and gals. Come on!

2 More Days Here~^^

2011-10-28T19:05:00.001+08:00

Ok, great life indeed. After celebrating my birthday, it's time to prepare my heart to be back to KK once again. 2 days more here in Sibu. Less than 2 weeks to the final exam for semester 2, I guess I am on a quite good progress in my studies. Both major covered so far so good. 4 days of exam period which are 10th(EDU 3103), 15th(MTE 3103), 16th(MTE 3104) and lastly 17th(PJM 3102). After that, the holidays will arrive as usual. So, there will be another 6 weeks of long holidays for me. How nice. Can't wait but first of all I have deal with these exam papers first. Oh well, good luck to all of you out there who are facing the same old problem. Haha, typical student life.! All the best and have a nice day!^^

Happy 22nd Birthday, Allen!!^^

2011-10-27T21:46:00.001+08:00

October 2011 is gonna end really really soon and today is the climax of the nice October month. It's the 27th!! Hahaha! Which also means that it's my birthday. This year I am celebrating it back at my hometown, Sibu with my family n two of my best pals, Andy n Sylvester! Come on guys, you people really rocks and I appreciate all the sweet time we took in making the cake and treat you all gave me! Last 2 years I was away from my home and celebrated it at KK! Indeed, this time is much much different from before.^^

Just like the year before and the years before this, I have received hundreds of blessings in the form of sms, calls and most common way of all, facebook wall post! Thanx a lot guys and gals for the nice wishes as you all really make my day. I love you all. Come on, let's rock our friendship till the end of our life. Friendship forever and may God bless you all always!

Before today, my friends in IP have actually celebrated my birthday with me before hand. They treated me to a dinner and bought me a shirt. How nice! Thanx ya, Eudora, Jun Ning, Kavil, Mei Ling, Ning Ning, Bernard, Cindy n Esther! All the best guys! Other than that, I celebrated today's birthday by making a cake with Andy n Sylvester! Thanx man for the cake n treat you 2 gave me. Not forgetting my mum n dad for the delicious and magnificent dinner at Hong Fu! Nice one and I am indeed so so happy today~ Anyway, Happy 22nd Birthday, Allen!!^^

Bye bye 21~~ Come on 22!!

2011-10-26T19:26:00.000+08:00

A few more hours to go in my 21st. After this, I will be a 22 year old boy! Haha, come on. I wish for a better life, a better surrounding and of cause a better resolution. Along this year, many have happened and mostly are great. I love my life and I appreciate all those who have came along with me all this while. You all have been magnificent and I love you all. Things come and go all the times but our friendship shall always bond together no matter where you are or whatever you are into right here right now.

A Trip to Manukan~~

Maths Nite 2011 was magnificent~~

Trip to Mahua~~

Tanjung Aru Beach with classmates before exam period

School visiting~~ This is Wandy!

My first camp in IP..

A Trip to KL(5 days 4 nights with Ichum n Wandy)

Lok Kawi Trip!

Class Photo during PJ Amali

Tanjung Aru! Makan-makan~

Ranau Trip with classmates!

Hmmm..new friends, I guessed? hahaha...

Ham President n Vice President!

6 people at 6 different places around the world!!

Best Friends Forever!!

Many of the things I have been through are quite new as well, you all indeed bring me many fond memories. There shall be many more years for us to go on together. Life is just like riding a roller coaster. There will always be ups and downs but we shall face them with our bravest heart all the time. Fight them with all our wills, remember guys and gals, Never Give Up! Let's enjoy the last few moments of my 21st ba. Hehe..^^

Deepavali n Cheese Cake!^^

2011-10-26T08:58:00.002+08:00

It just feels so nice hearing all the bumping of music the way I like it back here. It's home of cause. No one is at home as everyone went out working and studying. Walalala. The whole house belongs to me but sometimes I do feel kinda boring too la. Everyday just read book, sleep, play, on9 and eat~~ So, today me n my friends decided to do something else. Making Cheese Cake. Wahaha..this is for the sake of next year's CNY. We wanna make a ham cake. Yeah, our very own ham cake. It's not that hard to make a cheese cake actually, so wish us luck ya..^^ Happy Holiday n Happy Deepavali to all my friends!!

Our cheese cake will be something like this..http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mQN3_2tKjbY

Green Light

2011-10-25T09:03:00.001+08:00

Give me the green light,

give me just one night

I'm ready to go right now

I see you more, I'm checking your smile

working your back like it's going out of style

Shake just a little bit faster

shake just a little now girl

Dying to meet you, so lets mess around

I've got an obsession of us getting down

Come just a little bit closer

I just need permission so just...

Give me the green light,

give me just one night

I'm ready to go right now

Do I have a girlfriend...technically no.

If you'll be my girlfriend then I'll make it so

You'll be my only true lover

no competition, no others

Baby its just the thrill of the chase

but I've got a feeling that I'm winning this race!

Baby I'm in much closer

I just need permission so...

Give me the green light,

give me just one night

I'm ready to go right now

Two Important Quote!~~

2011-10-24T19:17:00.001+08:00

Two important quotes of the day for me. The first one sounds like this, " If you don't go after what you want, you'll never have it. If you don't ask, the answer is always no. If you don't step forward, you're always in the same place. " while the second one sounds like this, " Everyone thinks that every girl's dream is to find the perfect guy..... CRAP........ In fact, Every girl's dream is to eat without getting fat.... (^_^ ) "

Analysis on the first one, well well well, ask and you will be given. Do we really need to ask for it before given? Some times it's just not as easy as said. It's so easy to talk crap and in the end still end up with nothing in our hand. Going after it require lots of energy, time and money. Many ways to go after and I shall try most of them until I succeed but the most essential one is to really say it out from my own golden mouth. Never ask, never know. Is this so? 3 days to my birthday and my wish this year actually has something to do with this. I hope that it can come true and make me a very very happy man on this year's birthday! Come on.

Now to the second quote, so they like to eat as well, hehehehe. How come I have a thoughts that many girls will actually disagree to this statement? It's about girls so it's not so proper for me to comment here. Hahahaha.

Defeat Is Still Defeat!^^

2011-10-24T09:25:00.002+08:00

Come on la guys and gals, we celebrate the win is not because we hate them so much ba. It's just not so nice winning all the things every time. Erm, share share ba. Didn't anyone taught u to share your things with others? Dominating the whole league for so long make u grow into a giant. And when there comes a David vs Goliath, u just can't accept the defeat huh? Oh my. Accept it. A lost is still a lost. It's only 3 points by the way but just that it create another big history to your page.

When you win, u will celebrate. While when you lose, you will just try to find all sorts of excuses for your team. What type of loser are you? Ask yourself how u handle the problem. The more supporters you got, the more anti-supporters will follow in. Haha. Although I just can't stop laughing last night but eventually my smile fade away as well. Cause Lee Chong Wei lost and Chelsea lost as well. Come on, it's only 3 points. The winner of the night was Manchester City!! So, here I have attached a few photos in one go. Enjoy guys and gals!!

Challenging For The Best!!^^

2011-10-23T14:06:00.001+08:00

The best things in life are the things we were never supposed to do in the first place. Come on! So, based on this quote what can we talk about? It's like taking a risk. If we don't dare to do this and that in our life, how can we actually live a meaningful and interesting life? All we want is to live in a peaceful manner, have enough money, shelter, food and etc. Well, I totally despise this kind of life. Living a dream to be better than achieving this has been my motto all along. I want more than this. So, eventually I thirst for more in my life.

It's holiday now and I am back at home once again. In case some of you didn't realize, I have spend all my holidays at home from the start of my foundation years in IPG Kampus Gaya. This time around I shall spend most of my time with exam books and notes. It's not that easy to concentrate here but I at least I can feel a bit relax compare to being stuck with all the books back at KK. Studying here made me think back of the time when I was studying in the secondary school.

Form 6 was really not easy and I actually played with fire that time. Not only did I not study the right manner, but I also have fun all the time. Kinda regret for doing so and thinking back made me feel how stupid was I back then. I hope that I can make amends this time around and do well in my degree years. Last semester has been great. So, I hope I can better or equal the target I set for myself. Nothing is easy and I shall not underestimate any subjects which come along me.

The first two days of my holidays has been so far so good. Read some books and explore some examples of questions which might come out in the exams. Three words to express here, "I Love It"! Hahahahaha..come on. 4 more days to go and things gonna change once again. Expecting new things to happen and a different self from before. Good luck to me and all the best. People come, people go! Life goes on no matter what happen. Let's rock the days coming by.

Happy Holidays Guys n Gals~~

2011-10-21T16:43:00.001+08:00

Hi guys and gals, it's time to leave KK and back to Sibu once again. Haha, I wonder how many times have I repeated this sentences this year. Come on. Holiday ba, I spend every holiday of mine back at my hometown no matter if it's one week or two weeks. No need to mention 3 weeks or even 1 month.

After counting down for 40 days this time, it's finally here. Gonna make it a good and meaningful 1 week for me back at my hometown. Seeking some peace and freedom from the burden and stress I am having now. Don't want to think of this and that. I just want to release all of them on my books. 4 papers coming soon. Maths 1, Maths 2 and PJ should not be that hard but one problem is EDU. I can hardly remember anything which I learnt for this half year on this particular subject.

So, what to do. All I can do is to study on my own then. Good luck to all my classmates and myself. Hope that we can achieve the best possible results and continue our journey in this IP. Hehe.

On the other hand, I would like to take a deep rest from any waste of time thinking something which is just so hard to achieve. I am sorry guys and gals but I think I am gonna make you all disappointed once again. I need more time and I think the other side needs it too. No way am I gonna clap the hand alone. Cause this is not how things works. 111111's plan is not over yet and before that days really arrive, nothing is impossible!

Come on!! Happy Holidays Guys n Gals~~ No need to think so much. Concentrate more on books rather than so much nonsense! Whether someone cares for you or not is easy to find out. As the one who you are thinking of while reading this is the one you actually care the most. Muahahahaha..^^

It's Time To Wake Up

2011-10-21T09:27:00.000+08:00

Wake up!! Wake up!! No more dreaming. It's not the time to do so and pls dun do so. I will more serious and not be so stupid anymore. The previous post has been hide and it will not come out unless it's permitted by the author. Haha. Have a nice day people.

A Confession From Pasta!^^

2011-10-21T06:29:00.000+08:00

Dear Secret Girl,

I am writing here to tell you that I never realize that you were so important to me before this. Maybe because we were just like friends. Time shall prove everything and when the time is right, then nothing can eventually stop me. How are you now? What's up with studies? I still don't want to speak out or let go of the grudge now. Maybe because of my weak courage. I like you deep into my heart. My feelings wouldn't be wrong. If someone dares to say I love you, I would dare to say I love you a million years! Take care, my dear secret girl.

Love,

Pasta

Waiting For It~~^^

2011-10-20T06:28:00.000+08:00

The first birthday present I received from The G.C Group members!

Woke up earlier than before today..maybe it's because of the flight tomolo ba.. Well, maybe I m just too anxious for it dy.. Haha..spending 9 days there is like spending 9 days in heaven.. Although I need to bring my books back this time, I am sure that I can have a better surrounding to do my revision. It just don't suit me the best here. Not despising anyone but I really think that home is the best place for everyone. So, I sometimes I feel weird when some people who has the ability to go home yet chose not to. Only because of that few hundred ringgits? Hmmm...think about it.

I was actually tricked into buying this shirt...oh my...haha

It's like 1 day to home..there r still classes later and tomolo morning.. Some trials going on..I do hope for the best in them as I am in a struggling condition with these 4 major subjects this semester. At least on the 2 of them. They are not hard. Just that they need more attention. I dun blame the lecturers as I know that in this level of studies, we can never omit the term self studying. We must try our best shot and guarantee ourselves the best results possible. No regrets after doing it. 10th of November is the first paper's date.

We celebrated at Upperstar Damai...hmmm...

So fast so swiftly October has come to the 20th dy. 11 more nice and beautiful days to go before Octoberfest is all done n dusted. But the most important date of the year has not arrived it. So, before that happens, I am still 21~~ Haha...come on...7 more days...a week... Lord, grant me a rainbow and make all my wishes come true! October oh October...how I wish you could be a bit longer than ever so that I can have much more holidays and need not think of the long suffering exams.

I really love this shirt la..^^

Happy Birthday Kavil!~~

2011-10-19T12:16:00.002+08:00

Well, I specially dedicate this post to a very special friend of mine, Kavil Takshya! Haha! Yeah..today is her 22nd Birthday! Although we didn't know each other for a long period of time, but the friendship bond between us and the other group members is stronger than anyone else can imagine. It's my pleasure to know you and I hope that this friendship between all the 9 of us can be everlasting! Hehe...good luck in everything that u do...study hard and study smart... Be happy always...dun worry too much... Time will pass so swiftly and before you realize it, everything is gone like the wind...^^ Happy Birthday by the way!~~

Thoughts During Mid Oct!~~

2011-10-18T17:34:00.001+08:00

Doing revision while listening to some oldies might just help you in linking some of the things you used to not understand.

Try to feel the songs and you will feel more relax than ever.

Somethings not said may not necessary be a bad thing after all.

That's why there are something called secrets.

Well, I am starting to feel my home as days goes by.

3 more days to Sibu once again.

5 weeks plus here this time.

Not long yet not so short as well.

I really felt so lucky that I can be back home as some of my friends have not step in their house's for more than 4 months.

Just updated my status in facebook.

This is how it sounds, " People are just too realistic. They will automatically find you when they are in need of your help.

If not, don't you even dream of them thinking about you.

Sad.

Pure sadness."

Well, can someone actually disagree with me in this?

There are just too many this kind of people surrounding us nowadays.

We can just see them stepping in our room once every blue moon.

How I wish I can shut their mouth up and ask them to get lost.

Another recent issue is that I really dislike people with last minute behavior.

I just can't stand them doing so.

We can finish the easy task in just a few flip but all we wanted is to rush in the last seconds.

As if someone is pointing towards our head and ask us not to do our job or what.

Crazy.

Pure craziness.

Study last minute, eat last minute, plan last minute, everything last minute la.

Try change a bit la.

All I can wish you is all the best and good luck to your everyday life in the future.

Change for a better future.

I don't deny that I can't be forcing anyone else to think just like me.

Everyone thinks differently.

The way you think is right may not necessary make me feel as right.

Recently some stupid guy actually try to force me into doing something for him which I think is so damn ridiculous.

What a childish act.

Come on man.

Wake up from you childish and stupid dream la.

She won't even put that in mind.

It's the past and please just be yourself.

Once again I need to repeat myself.

Respect others before you want others to respect you.

It's not like you will always get what you wish for.

Face it.

It's the reality!

Memories Cannot Be Deleted

2011-10-16T23:09:00.001+08:00

I actually got really pissed off last night when someone actually tried to force me in doing something I dislike. He just keep on repeating it and hope that I would grant him his wish. But then, I can only say sorry to him although he is one of my best friend. Please respect others before you want others to respect you. This is what I can convey to him. We all know that we just can't get everything which we wish for. Not even the richest guy can guarantee all the things. Can we actually guarantee success, happiness and money all the time? Face it. It's the reality.

Sometimes I feel like stopping the time at my happiest moment and need not worry of anything else. But is that possible? Well, this is life. We have to continue living in it. Live as if it's our last everyday. Appreciate what we have. Memory can never be deleted. Unless you have amnesia, there's no other way. History can never be change. What has happened, can never be turn back. You might not like them, but what can you do to it? Think about this. Just live you life, man!

Sharing Is Caring

2011-10-15T08:47:00.004+08:00

We might just not believe what others tell us when we start to discover how evil the surrounding can be. I had a weird dream last night and that made me awake for at least 10 times before I finally gave up at 8 am. The dream is about a girl who used to be a good friend of mine before everything started to change. She decided to keep secrets and didn't wanted to share with the others anything which belongs to her. Well, and one day she cheated on me and suddenly I got really angry and burst into tears before making myself awake to this beautiful Saturday morning. And this gave me the idea to share a few things here:

The last few days has been quite eventful for me in this Kota Kinabalu place. Let's start on Wednesday, I went for a Convention for PRS(Pembimbing Rakan Siswa). It was quite fun with all the food provided without us paying any cent but just one problem, too boring. I was able to concentrate at the first place but things started to get real boring especially when it's nearly the end of the convention. But all in all, I did get some knowledge from the whole convention and I hope that I can really apply them in my life some day in the future.

Then on Wednesday's night, we had rosary and it was quite nice after not doing so for quite some time. It's like a small gathering between all Catholic students in the IP. Thursday we had handball competition. This was my second time playing it and we won our first match that day. We waited for our second match but time just doesn't permit so we had to wait till the next day for our second and third group stage match. During the night, I went to the church with a few of my friend for Youth Gathering and rosary. It was fun and interesting as always. We talked about Holy Spirit the other night. Something which is not so common among us. Learn a lot and feels great.

Friday had Pameran Literasi Bahasa in the morning. Everything went quite smoothly and nothing big happened. The lecturers were full of praises for us and we were all really happy to wear our class batik on the same day. It was so nice and pretty! Handball competition continue straight after the Pameran. So the game started at 2.30 pm. We won our second and third match in the group stage respectively and became the leader of the group. We was going to face the second placed team from group A which was 1 Malaysia in the semi finals.

We expected a big and rough test from them but we would never expect what would happen next. The captain and the star of their team actually gave attacks to two of our key players. They were unable to stand on their feet and everything went from bad to worst. We lost the game and we were required to fight in the 3rd and 4th place playoff. In that particular match, we also lost but at least we lost with pride. We scored goals happily and conceded more than we scored with 6 players. All in all, good game people.

On the same night, I attended a dinner for all the semester 8's senior who are going to graduate this year end. It's their last semester here and so, the JPP organized a dinner for them. The food and place was nice as it was located at a 5 stars hotel, Meridien. Many performances on the night and I started to wonder what would be like when I am graduating in a few years time. Laugh out loud. Come on people, that's all for the memorable happenings in the last few long and tiring days. But then, do remember that it's still October!! Smile more guys and gals.

Some Contrast Feelings on TGIF!^^

2011-10-14T13:30:00.004+08:00

The Path and Footsteps of life!

I am deeply confused right here right now. Maybe this is just pure human feeling. We just don't know what to expect at times. Life goes on quietly with all the others doing their own stuffs without acknowledging the others around them. Feeling sad just won't help cut much pain. A person with such a mind will just tend to hurt the ones who really care for them. I am writing here just to show that I care but there might just be someone at the corner who will misunderstand. What a world.

The Colors Of Life are just so Nice!^^

You can just be yourself as I don't really want to care about you. I will live my life as always and continue with it with as many colors as possible. Don't you dare piss me off or something bad just might happen without giving extra seconds to think over. Get on with it or get ready to be busted out of here.

First time in 21 Years.

What I can say is that it's for real this time. I just need some more time to prepare everything as it's my very first time in this 21 years. Well, nearly 22 la. Come on. Yeah, being someone who listens is definitely better than someone who keeps on nagging the same thing over and over again. Sometimes I feel like calling that person to just shut the hell up and get lost. But I can't as I don't have such courage and I don't want to let that person lost face.

Be Yourself!~~

It's time to let everything cool down and I hope everything will be back to normal. My exams are coming soon and this shall never be the reason to disturb my mind. Like some of my friends said, I don't need to talk or do so many actions. Just act like normal. Be yourself and she will be in your catch sooner or later. No need to rush. Time is there. If she is yours, she will deemed to be yours no matter what. God has determined this fate since God knows when. Trust in Him and you shall realized how much blessing you can receive from him.

Fishing once in a while might just Help~~

Just like my post the other day. This is just like catching a fish. Sometimes we pull while sometimes we need to let it free a bit but we shall never stop holding on the rod. But then, we should always keep in mind when to pull the plug. Anyway, good luck to me and the others who are facing the same old problem over and over again.

I Promise

2011-10-13T19:00:00.001+08:00

I promise you that
I will share all my thoughts
and feelings with you
I promise you that
I will understand everything that you do
I promise you that
I will be completely honest with you
I promise you that
I will laugh and cry with you
I promise you that
I will share my life with you
But most important of all
I promise you that
I will love you forever...

Sick + Busy = Disaster

2011-10-12T18:56:00.000+08:00

Haiz...the worst thing that can happen to oneself is dropping on me right here right now!! Yeah..being sick..not cool at all.. Maybe it's all because of too much junk food and Cadbury Drinking Chocolate... Lol..gotta go for more exercises then.. But but but..the time just doesn't permit me to do so la.. Oh my..wat a long and tiring schedule ahead.. Tonight rosary,tomorrow handball com..nite church gathering..fri continue handball com,nite convo dinner.. Sat outing,nite church party.. May God bless me abundantly!!^^

Omg..wat a life..no more slot for u dy.. After listening to more and more advice, I feel like a super tiring robot who is gonna burst anytime soon. But one thing I like is to be a good listener rather than a good speaker. Books oh books...i really hope that I can spare some time to listen to u too... Oh well, I will try my best ba..but no promises made...^^ You will always be an important piece in my life...

UAKs @ Upperstar

2011-10-10T22:03:00.000+08:00

Well, today shall be another historical day. We actually had 3 exams in a day. 3 papers to be precise. Lol, study for one semester and everything have been poured out today. Now it's all over and we shall never see them again. Haha, after the exam, I actually went to Suria with my dearest friends. We ate at Upperstar. Lamb Chop oh Lamb Chop, You are just so so adorable. Seems quite lazy to blah too much here today. You know la, tired ba. Hahaha..oh well, thanx ya ppl..hehe..^^

An Example of Informal Letter

2011-10-09T12:46:00.000+08:00

6B, Lane 2.

Merdeka Road,

96000 Sibu,

SARAWAK

9th October 2011

Dear Helen,

How are you these days? I sure hopethat you are doing fine there all the time. My life has been so far so goodhere as time goes by. You don’t need to worry about me here. How are thosewonderful kittens you have been raising since you were young? Pass them mygreetings.

I went back to our former primaryabout 3 weeks ago for my School Based Experience ( SBE ). Do you still rememberour former school? Yeah, you are correct. It’ SJK© Methodist. The 45 year old schoolis still in good condition and many things have been change. For instance, theprincipal, teachers, more classes are added and etc. There are much morestudents in the school compare to 10 years ago when we were both still in theschool pursuing our studies. Well, how time flies and suddenly a nostalgic feelingstarted to fill me.

As I had a task to do at the school,I had made a few observations in the school for that past 5 days there. Idiscovered lots of nice and interesting things there. There were actually only6 toilets in the school and some of them were actually unisex as well. Anotherweird thing is that the canteen was only open from 8 am till 11 am with anauntie who was always with a smile on her face selling food. These few thingsmade felt that the school was such a special one and I felt proud to be one ofthe members a few years back. I am sure you felt that way too, right?

After doing observation on thesethings, i wrote a report on them and the principal of the school, Mr. Chongtook a look at it. He smiled cheekily and gave me the marks of my SBE this timeat SJK© Methodist. I happily ended my SBE time and pack my things before goingback to my home.

Finally Helen, I would like to wishyou all the best in your studies and all your endeavours. Don’t forget God. Ilove you and miss you: can’t wait to see you again.

Take care,

Allen

Please..Just One Nice Weather.^^

2011-10-07T16:34:00.001+08:00

If something we plan never works out, then what is the point of continuing planning for it. Sometime I just hate this weather a lot la. So hot in the morning and noon time. Then when it comes to evening, the sky can suddenly become as dark as the dark water in the drain. The wind can become so big and blow everything around away. What the. Spoil everything which we have been planning all the time. Really dislike. Come on la, give us a chance to go jogging or badminton ba. Speechless when I always see you like this. So, I really hope for some miracles today. Thanks a lot!

Swim n Sushi!

2011-10-05T23:45:00.002+08:00

Swimming and Sushi King today make a brand new and nice day of mine today. Haha. I would love to do it again next time. Come on man. Wahahaha..^^

Take A Bow

2011-10-04T20:25:00.000+08:00

Life can be long and tiring once in a while. We just keep on wondering why is this kind of thing happening again in front of us. Some might never experience it during their whole tenure in this wide world. Yet it's the direct opposite to me now. Well, what I can say is that I am as coward as the cow. This is so sad and it's just so so hard to change. This is life and I would rather live it happily over keeping on thinking of the girl who shall never be mine even if I keep on thinking about her everyday and never try to confess to her. So, That was quite a show, very entertaining. But it's over now. Go on and take a bow!

一时的感触~~^^

2011-10-03T17:47:00.000+08:00

我很想知道在你的心里我到底是个怎样的一个人但我却不敢去问你，

我很想多跟你谈些话和多点交流但我却没那份勇气和胆量去接近你，

我很想每天跟你碰面因为我从早到晚都在想着你的笑容但我又不想每天打扰你，

我很想跟你分享我的一切一切但我不知你到底愿不愿意听我的一切一切。

我不知我的未来，

我不知你在想什么，

我不知你我到底有没有未来，

我不知你和我到底是不适合对方。

一切都摆在眼前了，

一切都太完美了啊，

一切都向着你和我，

一切都掌握在你我手中。

多点时间，

多点金钱，

多点经验，

多点信心。

再给我个机会，

再给我两三年，

再给我点勇气，

再给我你的爱。

You Are Still Who You Are!^^

2011-10-02T18:08:00.000+08:00

Weekends seems to end so fast yet weekdays are like so long. Well, it has been a pretty well spend weekend for me this week. Went to 1B yesterday and helped in a food fair this morning till 3 pm just now. All are tired works but give thanks to the Lord that I am really really happy. Tomorrow will be the start of another week and more things are going to happen. Good luck to all and all the best in overcoming all the obstacles ahead.

Here I would like to clarify a few things. Yes, humans are weird as all of us has all kinds of different thoughts. We don't think the same thing all the time. It's normal and let's not make it a really big deal. Whatever you think is right doesn't necessary means that it's right to all the people around you. What to do? This is how the society is. Don't ever try to deny it as this is the fact.

Some people can suddenly turn bad mood just because of a few words that you express and you might not even realize it. Well, I suggest that we just leave that person alone for a while before we start talking crap again. Take a rest might just help. Oh well, have a nice days people! By the way, 19 more days to Sibu!^^

Start Of October~

2011-10-01T09:51:00.003+08:00

Halo October!! It's going to be a great month ahead!! Hahahaha..as it's my month as well, I will keep this blog updated as often as possible this very month.. Hehe..do anticipate my posts as days goes by ya. Since it's a Saturday today, I am not going to spend my nice and sweet time in the hostel as usual. So, it's shopping time..and it's gonna be on some electronic stuffs this time around. Come on, IT Fair! I also wanna see how full can that place be. Well, who scare who!!^^

2011-09-30T23:06:00.001+08:00

Well, how swift time can pass by this very last week. It's another Friday nite where I am enjoying the time quite much. Thinking back the past weekdays, I feel that I have not really done anything which is meaningful except for the PJ Amali. Most of the time I had no class, no lecture and too many free time. With this, I am actually gonna say bye bye to the month of September 2011. So, let's all sing Wake Me Up When September Ends. At least I had badminton these few days with Mei Ling n Ning Ning. Which we seldom have since the last holiday.

Oh well, to the coming week ahead now. I really couldn't feel the business ahead. Just some normal presentation n stuff ahead. Lol. Oh my. Time oh time. As time goes by, my money also goes missing. The more I stay in KK, the more money I spend. Hahaha..come on. Anyway, let's put out our long arms and welcome the month of October!! It's finally my month of the year once again.. Wow wow wow...this year is gonna be a different scenario..I am gonna celebrate it at my own hometown~~ Walalala... Happy October ppl..^^

Wake Me Up When September Ends

2011-09-25T10:27:00.001+08:00

25th of September seems like a normal date to the most of us in this World. Yet if we actually think further a bit, we realize that it's 3 months to the birth of Jesus Christ which is Christmas Day! Well, how important can that day be to all of us. So, how is our preparation for that day going on by now? Ask yourself. Think hard and thoroughly.

I love the month December really really much as it's the busiest month in the year where do all sorts activities concerning Christmas. Christmas Caroling, Christmas Songs, Christmas Parties and Christmas Gatherings with friends. Nice, nice, nice. I just can't wait for that month to come. The happy times will be coming through really really soon. So, all in all, Wake Me Up When September Ends!^^

Feelings After Cell Group

2011-09-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

A World full of Stars...what a big big world ahead of us to explore...^^

I just came back from a church cell group and there is this one question which make me thought for some time and in a few moments a bunch of other questions started to appear. What would I achieved in 10 years time? Well, the first thing which appeared in my mind was to have got married and have some kids already by that time. But then, how can I be successful in achieving that target in 10 years time? Is that all I wanted all along? Is this the meaning of life which I have been searching for all these years?

Sometimes the things we do is not for our own sake but is for the sake of others...lol...life...^^

What are the things I need to be able to have a wife and children? Maybe car or maybe even house. The car thing just make me feel more and more headache nowadays. I am really quite desperate to own a car as I am getting very fed up of walking up and down the small mountain to and fro the classroom everyday while looking at others who own a motorbike or car. They can just go and fro to everywhere as they want. How nice. But I will never forget the petrol and maintenance issue. That's why I reflect that I am really not in a rush to have a car. Maybe I will get one during the end of semester 4 of early semester 5.

What will happen soon? No one knows except the mighty God!

Let's make some predictions on what shall be coming soon in my life as we march towards the 10 years in the future.In 3 years time, I will be graduating from here and be a teacher. Working like a normal teacher, maybe by that time my love life will have a complete different situation from now. My girlfriend will be as beautiful as the Miss World. At least for me. I would have my own car. Starting a whole new loan system. New house and new surrounding.

Nice nice world...keep up the good job, PPL!!

There must always be time when we need to settle down. So, getting married and have kids are the best solution. I would not want to wait for too long to do that. So, 30 years old is my limit. Deep in my heart, I really hope to achieve this. So, may God bless me always. Come on Allen, let's prove to this world that we can do it!

Oh My Life!

2011-09-20T16:12:00.001+08:00

It has been a long time since I last do this but I would never forget the process forever. The way one's life change in 3 years is not as big as one might thought it would be. It's just not as easy as one has always predicted it.

Many paths along the road. Some right some wrong but however wrong it may be, I am grateful that I am still alive until now. Who knows what could actually happen the next second I am away from here.

Sometimes I really don't know who to express to except my blog. So, I think that actually this is my loyal companion. It won't betray me or do anything which hurt me. This is life.

Life is like a roller coasters. There are just too many ups and downs nowadays which human can't defend against them. Human can be happy now but in just a few seconds later, things can change so rapidly that before you realize it, everything is too late already.

Once you make a mistake or fall into a trap, it's just so hard to be accepted into the society again. People just can't think outside the box and always try to be a professional in judging others. Oh My Life!

Mark My Words!

2011-09-17T23:06:00.005+08:00

Feeling more and more tired as days goes by. Doing all the things in the darkness alone. What others said is like a direct opposite from the truth. No specific directions, once again. The way to continue is so dull. Life, life, life.

Things come and go just like the wind blowing through oneself. The thing in ones mind is just so hard to guess. Hiding shall always be the best solution. Oh really?

No idea what to do next. No nonsense from now on. A friend like a phone ringer is never a good choice. Rather choose to be a stranger than nothing else. Rush for the sake of what.

It's like deja vu again. Something which has been happening before and it's a trauma since God knows when. Never repeat the same mistake. What to do. Just leave soundly and leave no footstep behind.

Good luck to you in the near future and before I find the nice and suitable timing, I will never turn my head right in again! Mark my words.

The Eden Camp(15-17/9/11)

2011-09-17T15:52:00.000+08:00

Just came back from The Eden Camp(15-17/9/11)..haha..a 3 days 2 nights camp.. Lol...I actually got to know lots of things through this marvellous camp. I discovered that sometimes I don't even know who I am really are. What am I doing in this world? Why am I repeating the same thing all over again? How come a life can be like this. And many more.

Now to the life game. I was given the minister post which in the eyes of many a very very rich guy. Lol. Yeah, I did have lots of money. I have all kinds of properties like house, car, wife and I can afford to pay for all the taxes and fees. Yet I feel like my life is just so meaningless. I don't need to work and all I need to do is just to have fun. Play play play...tat's all I need to do to pass my time. The place I most often went was the casino..which in some eyes are illegal.

Well, I was quite bored with my life and I was playing safe all the time. But in the end I discover that we are really weak and we just can't run away from death. At one moment, the death God was catching after me and I dropped all my things to be sold. My boss scolded me and she didn't give me full payment for my job. At the same moment, a policewomen came and caught me and said I did something wrong. Wow. If you think that 2 bad things are enough, then you are totally wrong. At the same moment, my wife who was pregnant and was beside me the whole time became pregnantless. Hahahaha..the disciple of the death God snatched our baby. Oh my. How can one actually imagine that.

In the end, I ended up being a normal minister living a normal life. I didn't die but also end up in the hell as well during the night time. Everyone was blindfolded. We walked in a straight row. Many voices beside us, things passed through, screams, many pulling occured and etc. Well, honestly I was terrified and really really scared of the whole thing. I am a timid guy and I hated being scared. So, I hit back, pushed back and shuffed every pulling or the things coming through me. Lol..the food and accommodation part were really great as well. Not to forget all the organizers.. They are really great as well. Thanx a lot to you for making this camp so so successful! I will definitely join this camp again if I had the chance!^^

Assignments and Feelings

2011-09-14T16:09:00.001+08:00

Today let's touch more on assignments. Yeah, I know most of us or majority of us don't really like assignments. But can we imagine life here without the accompany of them? We will be living in the surrounding of all kinds of assessments, quizzes and most hated of all exams all the time. Is this how we want to be graded? Think about this. Life isn't all just about tests. We should live it the other way round. Tell me how you feel after you have done your assignments. Your life is back and you are free. So let's enjoy them while doing them and don't always complain too much about them. It's not the end of the world.

Now to the second part. A song to share with you all. Crazy In Love. " I don't dare to ask yet always think of asking whether what kind of man is hidden in your heart. I don't dare to guess yet always think of guessing. Can time be turned back? I know I am not perfect enough cause whatever you gave me was not enough. I don't switch on the light as I don't want to do so. No one can be by my side. I don't want to knock the door as I don't want to do so. There is always a chance of you coming back. I am serious in thinking of your seriousness towards me. The process hurts me so much but the conclusion is still a question mark.

I am crazy in love. Crazy enough till I didn't realize that I am hurting myself. Gave up protecting myself. I couldn't care anymore. I couldn't care if this hurt can be healed. Choosing you maybe is the wrong choice. Choosing to protect your unwell being. I respect your decision. I think I am crazy. Please respect my choice. I think I am crazy." Haha. This song has something in common with me now..hahaha...good luck people!

Foods and Bits From Somewhere

2011-09-12T13:42:00.001+08:00

40 days here and en-counting. It just won't end at first but after realizing the fact that it's actually week 13, some actually couldn't believe the fact that time runs so fast. We are catching it all the time. Time for assignments, for leisure, for studies and etc. Life has been destined to be like this since the day we are brought to this world. Who can deny this fact? Well. Think about this.

Being so eager to be at home doesn't necessary make me someone who miss home or my family that much. Maybe there are so many other factors such as friends around, freedom, pleasure or maybe just some normal routine. The feeling here is just so much different. I still can't feel like at home after spending nearly 2.5 years here. But I don't deny that I have got used to most of the things here. For instance, the circle of this place. Normal class(Boring) to Assignment(Tiring and Lazy) to Study Week(Too Free and Tension) to Exam(Things Every Student Hate) to Holiday(Nice).

Finishing this makes time move even faster than ever. We can't jump even one step as we don't really have much choice in front of us. So just try and take it easy ya guys. It's not hard to predict one's way of thinking once we have get used to the things around him or her. Some are good while some are otherwise. This is life. Good luck people!

Disguise is something many people like to do nowadays. You want to do this yet you went on doing that in the end. Why can't you just be a bit braver than the ones surrounding you? A coward is destined to be a coward all the time. Just do whatever things you want to do. Other people's way of thinking is not that important. You can hear a lot but you can't really accept all. Some may just cross with each other. The one who will make the final and most critical thinking is still you, yourself!

Feeling so unclear of the situation now, being panic all the time, thinking too much, night time seems so long, missing pieces start to appear, wanting to find someone to talk about and so on. Try to cope with these step by step and life shall be easier. Focus on the right thing at the right time! Have a nice day.^^

One Week in Sibu~~^^

2011-09-10T00:00:00.005+08:00

One week of PBS(Pengalaman Berasaskan Sekolah) just ended just like that. 5 days spend in SJK(C) Chung Hua gone without realizing. It was just like I just went there for the first time yesterday. Haha. All in all I felt quite nice about this time's PBS. Lol. Last time there were 32 of us, now only 5. So, I thought we would have got busier but it was even more free. Nothing much to do other than assignments. Something which I spend time doing together with the 3 Kingdom game in the office's meeting room.

Well, I give credit to the principal who was actually a nice guy with a dark face. He didn't like to smile and always give some irritating comment yet actually he has a warm heart. I can see this from his smile when we gave him a present as a token of appreciation for the school. Haha. Great day it was, after he gave us the mark for PBS, I just can't wait to go back and continue enjoying my holidays!

After that, went back home and prepare for another journey around Sibu Kopitiams. Oh well, 2 more days to be back to reality once again. Swimming is another great great hobby which I like real much. 20 rounds in 2 and a half hours. Lol. Chit-chatting with a nice and understanding friend, thank you XY! We certainly talked a lot and it was really enjoying. Come on man, I can't wait for the next time.

So, I heard a lot of advice since I am back here. My secret has been leaked out and it seems like the whole world already knew it. Wow, as if something big had really happened. Lol. Come on guys and gals! Give me some time ya. I will do it but not now. One important date is enwaiting me. It's just like fishing ba. Sometimes pull, sometimes let go. No need to do so much "actions"! Haha.

One last thing, Allen is still Allen! He has never changed to another person. Once he is your friend, he shall forever be your friend. He won't let you go unless you yourself decide to let go of him. Haha. Friends come and go but true friends shall always remain the same no matter what happens! Happy Holidays and all the best kawan-kawan!! Hehe..^^